Saturday, December 31, 2005 12:04 PM
last 12 hrs in 2005
time flies so fasT tat i ve realised tat i left wif 12 hrs or less in 2005...recived a letter frm RC..it was abt my award next yr..i waited 4 tix letter 4 3 wk le..so happy..those money ll b used to pay my hp bill n internet bill n hopefully i gt left wif some money to buy new hp...tix wk was a shoRt wk due to so mani holi...ytd was goin hm n thinkin of hwee liNg as she sae she ll sMs n ask mi out tix yr..but i rem tat tix yr is ending so decided to sms her n sae we mit nxt yr but hu noe..when i was typin 1/2 way gt sMs cum in n i tot was derrIck as he nt yet reply mi n i cont. typin..but hu noe is HL..OMg..n i was asKin if she goIn countdwn n she sae ya..at mariNa bay..n wat happen was tat mi n my grp of freNz is goin too.. n eatiNg steamboat aSo..haiz..but dunnoe if we gt yuan to meet there..tix wk nth much to sae lor....later was goin countdwn wif my frenz agn..hopefully all the wish tat i wish 4 ll cum true..ll try to update more nxt yr..n since tix my last entrry 4 the yr...i ll make a conculsion 4 2005Jan
started my last yr of sec sch n finally get to ve a small class of 28 and as usually there was no change of teacher except 4 my history..tat teacher was quite sian..dun understand wat he i was tryin to teach lor...i got a job at SE n get to know hweeling,hu happen to b living near my sch..so we alway went hm after wk together n we aso using the same hp..haha...i started goin for treatment n i realise tat it was nt cheap..i used 1/2 o my saving on it...
Feb
tat was the mth of cny n aso the mth i turned 17..a few yr b4 my bday steven help mi celebrate at esp..it was great n fun too..a day b4 my bday we went to mRs teo hse 4 new yr celebration n get to noe her 3 sons..tat morinG we went to old folk hm..on my bday i went to apply 4 my mastercard..tat was damm great sia...n following tat went to ma hse le..on V day i went esp to find hwee liNg lor..n had fun too..rem tat b4 1 break wif my ex i gt into another r/s..tat was a wronG way to do n HL nid to help mi to settle everytin lor..keke..i bought my cute cum 1st 3g phone..nk 7600..
March
started to noe the correct way of usin blogger..thank to seLena..when hwee ling turn 17 n i rem we celebrate wif her at CQ n on her bday she n TK ws together if i nt wrong lor..haha...get to noe whr my 3rd hm was..all thank to uncle peter..mi n HL was the 1st 2 gal there..i lky tat place mayb bcuz of the enviorment ba..get to noe raymond,lawrence,gArvin,kim etc...aso went to FJSB concert at VCH..1st time c FJSB perform since i left baNd..
April
it was a day to fool ppl..but i dun rem i gt fool any1 lor..haha...get to almost break off but nv really lor...FJSB did the sch proud by gettin tat gOld...
May
mid-yr exam..and aso chinese O level..study dunnoe lky wat lor..get to break off wif my ex le..after exam i tink..n the followin wk...mi go into the wrong path agn..get into another r/s...he might b caring but i was wrong ba...
June
all the xtra lesson..all the tym wasted on sumting which i regret..etc...i dun rem mi havin tym 4 myself..n tat was the tym when my ex 1 a break but patch bck..
July
ting was still the same n i felt tat i was left wif nth..tot of killiN myself..but i cont live cuz of sumting..the way he treat mi was danmm sux...had my chi listenin n oral in the same wk..
Aug
my mock exam..did nt really study hard due to a stupid reason..sae tat wont get bck to a mummy gal but was wrong he get bck n dare nt faCe mi..realised i gt a C5 4 chi n gt to retake..
Sep
prelim was nt great..had tot of doin someting but i dont 1..till i tink tat it is useless to keep it..n i found out alot ppl are lieing to mi....
Oct
Exam break..alot day happy go sch..nt happy stay at hm and aso rem tat i 'kill' a person..haha..force todo it..if i dun it ll suffer in the world..study 4 o lvl ws nt great...started to go to the lib n study n realised too late le..no choice n tried my best to squezze everytin in le..had my chi n sci pra
Nov
O lvl time...we went to a mac n study..n the chicken little let mi remind of my o lvl..cuz in mac they kept ve the advertisement...started to ve fun after o lvl..and i feel the freedom tat i 1 4 the yr..it was damm great lor..started to look 4 job..n nt easy..went shu fen hse 4 a gathering..
Dec
get to noe alot ppl..lky..siew prng,ah chai,desmond,fang qing,an min,guna,jeeva,lisa,irene,galxy,mei ling,mei fang,lian shan,francies..etc...and spent a xmaz eve wif my grp of frenz tat was the best...
well..tat was my colusion for the yr...happy 2006 to all...
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Sunday, December 25, 2005 2:59 PM
meRry xmas
a long time since i last blog..meRry xmas to all who is reAdin tix..ytd nite was the 1st time i when to a pub..keke..i wanted to drink alchol but hor..kor dun let lor..ask ex da sao give mi 'snow ball' or wat de la..quite nice but actually aso gt some alchol but the % is low..i went to jp to do last mins shoppin den went hm n get ready meet jy,yt,mc n we went to orChard n we shop n take neo print..so fun sia..n ard 6.40pm i goes off to meet derrIck n went 4 dina at cHinatown..actually is he cook bee hn 4 mi..nv expect him to do tat..i was jokin wif him the other time lor..xie xie ba..n after tat we take train go meet kor n tanya those ppl lor n went to a pub where ex da sao wk..she was damm surprise when i call her da sao..we ard 9pm goes off n went to party world n over there we gt 4hrs..we sing lot of song...n i rem tat i sing MLTR de that why till i almost cry...n i sing till 1/2 way i sae skip lor..n i tell derriCk y i skip n he sae mi shld nt ve sing it..he himself sing the 4eva love aso wat..haiz...we was havin fun lor..derriCk show mi a sms tat i sent him sayin abt wat no he think suit mi la..n den he ask mi the same qn n i sae 1 n 13..it mean lover lor..n he ask mi wat i mean n i tink he gt the feeLin toward mi..n juz tat i sae is i noe the ans n send him so ll nt b accurate lor..he lky abit sian but act sae i noe u tryin to lie all tix lor..after the session..he do nt ve enough cash so kor help him pay 1st den we 3 go withdraw monEy..frm tanjong pagar we walk to lau ba sa along the way tokiNg abt NS stuff,clifford pirer n at the bus stop there,they were tokin abt 4D..den derrIck ask kor if he goin to stay wif us till morning n he sae no..he lky gt ting 1 sae to mi lky tat wat i felt lor....till ard 3am we walk to esp as kor 1 eat ting..but there dun ve the tin tat he 1 eat so walk to marIna sq de 7-11 n but ting eat..but i nv eat la..cuz muz b on diet as tix sat we goin eat steamboat...tat will b too fat 4 mi..but derricK keep 1 feed mi..den we walk to the suntec there de bus stop n slack ther till gt rain..tat was ard 4.45am le..den derricK help mi c my 1st bus n hu noe is 6.40am..so i ask where he go take bus n he sae bugis so i sae ok lor..i pei him go since there i can take a bus earlier ma..so ard 6.10am lky tat we start to walk to shaw tower wif kor as he take bus frm there ma..n he nv use umbrella juz walk in the rain while i nid shelter derricK c him kelian n help mi take my present tat was frm yt n mc the whole nite ma..n we went inside shaw tower n use the toliet n b4 we went off..the rain was gettin heavier so wat we did was to sit at the food court there n i saw a box so i ask derrIck to go n take at least can use ma as kor dun 1 us shelter him to bus stop lor..n he found food inside the box n take let us c..but we nv eat even tot is clean we put back..kor ask if deRrick 1 play bowlin c when free cum out n play n i suggest them tix sat n they on mi lor..but time nt decide yet la.. n ard 6.50 am lky tat kor went hm using newspaper n shelter himself..so mi n him juz walk n tix time is he take umbrella le..n we reach bugis..n when we reach the bus stop wat happen was tat he can board the bus but he dun 1 so i board my bus n he walk there..n i was in the bus..sms kor n ask him wat he think of derrick lor..kor: very caring man, he can be your new boyfriend, try to treasure him and take care!he ask mi try..i do not really 1 to try as i tink if i really goin go into any r/s i hope tat ll b my hubby le..no more le..as r/s hurt alot when it cum to break..what i tink of him was tat he a joker n quite fun to b wif n he ws to 1 who support n give mi encouragement toward the end of my O lvl lor..while i on the other hand give him the encouragement n support when he takin his insurance exam..he fail his 2nd exam twice so..he goin take nxt yr...for the time being..i really wish to be a career women lor...n concentrate on my wk no matter hw diff or wat it is as i nt goin gif up as tix is wat i 1 n even tot pay is nt as gd as the 2k 1..i felt more relax lor..so wat if i get so much money..get promoted to a manger at the age of 18..n get too stress up..it wont do mi any gd...will try to update more oftEn....my last 6 dayz in 2005....
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Sunday, December 11, 2005 11:58 AM
haTe liAn liaN hOng cHen
if i noe tat abitch is in LLHC...i wont go MCD ytd de lor..haiz..but i nv get to appear when she is..tat great ..quite fun last niTe but abit sian slacKing frm 3pm tiLl 5pm lky tat..when is oUr turn mi n keLly weNt to make our hair in the toliEt as quite meSsy lor..back ther,ada ask mi go blk F there take the blue shirT..n i walk there in quite a fast spd..n chanGe..my hair meSsy aGn..the dir. nt haPpy asK the makeup ppl help mi do my hair..kns..cuz gt the spray..no choice..he look lky aNdy..nt so sure...my hair becum a bun le..almost 7pm they went n da bao diNa cuz cantEen nv open..min min n rO weNt n the reSt o us slack at canteEn..tokin..i ws aSkin sheN rOng abt driviNg ting n keLly sae i can becum laY meng de ah jie le..omg..i dun tink can lor..onli a licence...craP till ard 7.45pm she cum bacK wif our dina..eat chiCken rice...after dina..Ng king was there so ting was nt as smooth as it is..den make alLan help mi tink of a way to go hm..actually by 9pm can go off le but cuz of him 10pm den we goes off..gt him n the p/t make mi blur lor...heNg nv NG lor..keke..weNt hm was sms deRrick n i nid to rush out all my note n he sae my so young but driven..plz lor..i goin b 18 soOn..in 2mth n 1day le...18th bday i tiNk i 1 go resigter my driviN leSson..i ask derRicK to leNt mi the basic bk den i can start study till the bk rot lor..n he ask mi meet him on xmas eve 4 lunch tat when his exam finished..wonderiN wat jacKie ll buy fOr mi when she return tml..ll i get tat rUan miAn miaN's hat??
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Friday, December 09, 2005 11:44 PM
FJSBee rOx!!
FJSB juz cUm baCK today..juz finished chattIng wif zQ n he told mi tat they get a GOLD....they completed wif 19 other school n 2 of them are msian sChool...so haPpy wif them but i couldn't go baCK to scHool 2 c them as i gt to wk le..finaLly manage to resign frm a $2K job..as i tinK it is too preesure to wk there even tot the pay is gd..but the wkin hr is nt..is unfix..can wk up to 12hrs a day..ll go mad de lor..sat,sun aso nid la..depend lor..so i juz gt a low pay but i lky the job damm much then the $2K de ba..wake up quite earLy n i muz sae tat tix is the 1st time i wake up at 7am after my 'O' lEvel lor..was damm tired..but no choice lor..i so blur tat i left my rm 4get my hp..den i noe 1 4get bring sumtiN so go baCk n c..actuaLly is my hp..i take 300 n nid squeeze wif ppl..cant rem when the last time i did tat..den heng train gt seat lor..den i take another bus in cuz 1st day ma..n i alight at the correct bus stop n tat time was rainnG..gt bRing umbrella la..thAnk to CruZ n liNg zhi..n i walk n found the bldg bside my co. n i walk n gt sms so i was readin n walkin n aso takin umbrella lor..till i nv notice tat i walk to the wrong place as i couldnt find the gate to my co...sotOng rite..all thank to deRrick..reply him till i walk to the wrOng place n couldn't find the gate..quite lame lor mi...i enter n was taught hw to go in n nid fill in the form aGn..n i prOudly annnounce tat tix is the last time i goin to fill in those stupid form at the agE of 17..the form let mi remind mi of the 'O' levEL paper(dunnoe hw sae la)..it was a 4 pg loNg..so after fill in pass it to susaN..tat my HR..n i dunnoe hw cUm lasT yr my HR aso is sUsaN,tix yr aSo..but sUrnaMe diff la..den tok awhile n dasMond,my supervior tok to mi..after whIch susAn cum in n tok wif mi n sae tat she ll brIng mi ard..n i start wk...their is alot of thing to leaRn but siEw Peng,my trainer sae tat i was a fast learner..but i rem tat i enter those data till i waNna slp lor..aso dun understand sumtime..but i gt 2 more days to learN b4 i on my owN 4 a day as she is gOin b on leavE on wed..after tat thur can cHeck wif her anytIng i dun noe n fRi is really the last day to learn n afTer which 4 the next 10wk or so...i b on my oWn le...i scaRed..in tat co. dun tInk can nOe any1 lor..cuz all are nt my aGe de..expeCt 4 mei lIng the dunnoe wat clerK noe her fm siEw peNg as we had lunCh togEther...the reSt are msian cum China ba..dunOe gt sPore nt lor..henG tat my noSe gt sumtIng wRong de..if nt i die lor..cuz when outSide my offiCe i can smeLl thosE thinG la..so wheNever i nid walk outside hope my nosE 'spoiL'..at last time to go hm le..was tired lor..n watCh tv can watcH till almost slp..n i realise tat once i gt tix job i wont get much freEdom le..n i felt tat derRick was rite..he sae tat i had nt enjoyed myself much after my 'o' level..i felt tat i study so hard but i dun play hard enough to get back wat i nv did 4 the past 2 mth or so..but hopefullY tat wkeNd i caN enjOyed ba...tml still nid go MCS..miz njoy myseLf there..n i ve decided to eat wat 4 dinner tml le..chickEN cuttle rice..tat nice..dunnoe the staLl gt oPen nt la..hope gt..
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Thursday, December 08, 2005 3:31 PM
siCk cum tired cUm sian
tue when lot 1 wif my sotonG gang n jaCkie n mi went later while yj n yt go 1st n they went to eat pizZa lor n we no choice we sae we go walk 1st later they ok den call us..so we went to level4 n walk than saw k pool n gt the '1 go in n play nt' look..so we go in n play awahile while waitin 4 thier cal..who noe we play less than 2 game they cal so we faster play n den we sae we at pool ask them cum to level 4 n we meet them there n we go pay..onli $1.30 onli..1st time play pool so cheap..haha..den we onli saw jy n yt go off le..den jy aso 1 play pool den we go walk rd 1st den go in n play 4 abt 1 hr lky tat..mi as usual dunnoe hw cum alway play pool sure ll hit till the wjite ball "fly" off the table de lor..haha..after pool jackie sae she 1 go off...n then mi go NTUC buy ting actually 1 go off too but hor jy sae dun 1 go hm so early la..den go mac there tok till almost 7pm n yt cal n ask we at where we sae at lot 1 mac tokin lor..n she ask if we goin hm early..we sae nt sure..she aso 1 join us ma..den we sae 1 go tat mac nt instead of lot 1 de..she was thinkin which mac n den ask izziT tat cc there de..i sae ya..den she go take bus lor n we still rot there 4 awhile cuz frm lot 1 go cc veri de fast de..when reach i was thinkin o callin ZQ cum dwn too but cuz he in gEntin so cant n den when go in i ask jy to go hm n bring nk n cum here study seh sae nmi siao but hu noe we saw a gal study n our reaction was immed turn n act blur..the gal nv hear us sae ba..haha...tat mac was a memorable place 4 us during our 'O' n we go there stay ma..and we sat at the palce tat we dawn tat nite..n tok till we saw a baby walk in n the he was damm cute mayb more cute den mine..his hair was funny too..haha..n he sat in the baby chair while the mum go buy food lor..n the crew gave him a balloon n when the mum is back dunnoe hw cum he cry..n then yt sae he nxt tym grow up sure noe hw play manjong de cuz he hand lky wash the tile lor..den my stupid suggestion sae go jy hse 4 a 'dry' swim n yt 1 was wrost sae dawn at her hse..den we so steady go her hse lor as she dun mind lor..den go bai mei n buy ting lor n saw the mango..n i ask 1 buy nt..hahahahhaha..tat was the joke on the day when we dawn in mac during our 'O' tat tym..when in jy hse..we started playin n her dad enter n saw 'gd..u all play manjong is gd if nt jy alway at hm do nth'..cant believe tat her dad lky tat sae..quite fun play till 1am we play uno da ti all tix till 2am n the 2 cant take it le..tat was the 1st tym jy play manjong..n tink she noe hw play le ba..they stomach pain dunnoe is eat wrong ting or wat lor..den eat med n jy saw she go her slp slp den gt anyting cal her hp la..den mi n yt in the rm watch tv n tokin till jy came in n she sae she ok le..n show us photo n i read the bio txbk..haha..den tat was ard3.30am n we chat all the way till 5.30am lky tat n we didnt realised time pass so fast..n jy sae she 1 go slp n mi n yt slp in tat rm lor..n we chat till ard 6am n yt sae she 1 go toliet den she go open the dr n saw a fig outside she stone there n was scared la..actually is jy mum..she was bendin 2tward the dr 1 open dr too..haha..she 1 take her clothes ma..ytd nv go 4 trainn cuz when to settle ting but was nt settle lor..cal rita last nite to settle sat ting n she sae ll give mi an ans todAy n she was the 1 hu cal n wake mi up n i aso dunnoe wat she sae..but i noe i sat nid go MCS lor at 3.30pm tat all..all thank to allan la..sae if cant finish n nid do till midnite..hope nt ada..plZ..den he ll pei mi take nr..n i decided nt to go bck 4 trainin agn..c..i sae i wont last long in tix job de rite..hw to b a ceo..omg..
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Tuesday, December 06, 2005 1:54 PM
supEr sian loR...
go interview all nt approVe onLi marKetiN companY 1 mi la..but i scared to do saLe loR...last sat was out wif 2 ppl who dunnoe hw long nv meet le..1 is S kor..he ard 3 mth onli la..nt lky lasT time we alway walk frm orchard to bugIs or sUntec to bugis all tix..the other 1 is derrIck..tat 1 ar..ard 1 yr 2mth nv c him le..loNg ba..actually meet derriCK at noon but i was late lor even tot wake up eaRLy..i told him i b there at 12.20pm lky tat n he sae he ll tok craps wif riTa 1st..but hu noe i reach 1st lor..n sms him n he sae he b there in 5 min n he reach at 12.30pm..open the dr wif a bk in his hand..tat is a bk on insuraNce lor..he goin 4 the exam..he took 1 on mon n pass..congrat..next tue got any1 to go..jia you ba...than we waLk frm faR east shoppiN center to 1 of the hOtel neAr PS 4 lunch..after which tok abt r/s agN..we 2 r in the saem boat cuz we had no intention o goiN inTo any r/s anymoRe or 4 the time being n decided to wk haard n he is upgradIn while mi gOin to..actUally is the feAr of it le la...we 2 aso after 2nd r/s gif up le..i gif up in guy le..i actually had been tinKin of my last r/s n i came up wif a conculsion:1) Lie..he is a guy who like to lie which i hate ppl lying to mi..even gals too..so hu ever 1 to b my frenz u guys beta dun ever dare to lie..
2) Life..life should b interestin everyday instead of repeating the same thnig over n over aGn
3) TrUst..he told mi tat he ll nv go back to his ex but did he do it..no..n he tink tat i nv trust him..in the end nt i goin to suffer is she as she aso do nt ve trust in him
4 SingLe..u got all the freEdom tat u 1..u do nt nid to care wat ur partner is doin or report to him abt wat u r doiN..
5) Resposible..u do not need to care about any1 expect for you and aso to feed urself onli
6) Care..i dun even tink he care 4 mi..all are pretenting..7) Sercurity...even tot he is tall so wat..dun even felt tat he is a sucess guy at a age where others are mature n gt plan 4 thier future..he might even b a liabitlites to the country..after lunch we all went to PS 4 a walk n he told mi i look like his ex..my character lor...haha..we went to the bookshop n look at bk lor n cum across bk lky " hw to b a ceo", "talk like a ceo", etc..he sae the course tat i 1 b all like veri gd lor cuz i open my own buiness can b a ceo,acc,admin,ec dun nid hire any staff..n he even nid to beg mi 4 job..keke..after which i went to shaW twr to meet kor n he pass mi my stuff n we sat at a foodcourt drinkiNg my fav drInk..thanks kor 4 been able to rem my fav drinks..and chat abit play wif his new 6680 and the fronT camera was a mirror image..i use it to take picture of myself..quite nice..but i nv send to my hp la..lazy n aso my hp suck..can throw into sinaPore river aso nobody 1 i tink..mon went 4 a trainin and get to noe 3 ppl of my age but lky nth tok but wif the trainer,renwei ok lor...he shorter den mi den veri funny kept ask mi stand away frm him lor..dun stick to him all tix la..quite fun but the way the job is..i dun tink i am able to wk 4 long..let c..wking hr is a problem le..he tok alot lor..den tok abt the 3 main way to ve a healthy life..den sae wat..spore ppl ve 3 "kia" aso..they are 'kiasu', 'kiasi' and 'kiabo'...i tink i really veri agree wif 'kiabo'..cuz my ex is a 100% those 'kiabo' type...if nt hw cum ting are lky tat...am i wrong to sae so..i dun tink so..he juz lky to go rd n sae all is my fault but i juz let him sae..go ahead if u 1 to..after those training went hm to watch toNg xin yUan n the endin was lame lor..later was goin out wif my gang..long time no c them le..
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