Thursday, October 20, 2005 2:27 AM
pRac exam in abt 9.5 hr time...
jUz finish stUdy 4 my prac exam..omg..spent almost 2 hrs..abit tired but caNt sLp dUnnoe y...i feEl lky cryIn nw..at aRd 10pm i receIved a sms frm *him..he told mi tat he change his no to the old 1 which is his prepaid no..n i noe sumtin is wrOng le..i caN feeL tat..mayb nOe S kor too loNg liao den lky can predict the furture le..keke..so i decided to c if i right nt n decided to cal his line no n is true tat he cancel his line de no..but i daRe nt cal his prepaId no to aSk y..as i knOw tHe reasOn..i dUnnoe y till nw i stIll care abt him wheN he dOes nt care abt mi anymOre ba..i sMs caRol to asK n she told mi tat he gt the fReedOm tat he 1...n aSO he cancel it cUz bill tOo higH..he destory my futUre,my dreAms...in the mOni i received a sms frm J kOr n he toLd mi he cahnge no aGn..omg..2 ppl sms mi to teLl mi theY chaNge no...J kOr toLd mi he nid monEy..omG..hw am i goIn help him when i cant sUppoRt myself..i caL him n cHat wif him to find out wat hapPen..he resIgn le..n nw worKin paRt-time..we chat on otHer tiNg too loR..feLt damm sad..cUz of my family...i tInk of b the next gal missin 4 a few days..keke..i caNt take it aNymore...update more next time..juz dUn1 spoil my mood..cUz later gt exam ma...waS chaTing wif mei in mSN nw..n she was like goin quit sCh le..mEi: nt gd.. i alrd noe i fail alot ler.. may nt b able go up sec 3 NA..
mI: teaCher ll nt heLp meh
mEi: duno.. haiz.. fri check paper ler, than can see my overal gt pass anot.. if neva, quite sch le!
mI: dUn gif up (i can cal ppl nt to gIf up..but i caNt do it...i tiNK i onLi gd at counsel ppl lor..)
mEi: i 4 sure dun wan retain de.. i dun wan go NT oso..
........mEi: my maths SURE fail, d&t oso... geog, sci alrd noe dat i fail.. CL, alrd noe dat i pass.. lol .. waitin 4 fri..
mI: omg..fail till verI bad or wAt..mEi: duno hw much i gt.. oni noe dat i fail..mI:hu tel u tat u failmEi: ofcos teacher lah.. stil gt hu..mI: izzit..let hope is nt fail till veRi bad ba..mEi: ya.. wad dey sae leh..mI: den reaLly gd luCk to u..i dun hope to c u quit sCh n without a ceRt..mEi: i put all my hope in Hm Econ to pull up my marks.. haiz..mI: ya..muz nt gif up till the eNd...mEi: hw to nt giv up.. exam alrd over liao.. just can wait 4 fri 2 see e score oni..mI: as long as u believe tat u can pass ur eng n overall lormEI: eng i think can.. bt overall meyb nt.. dUnnoe wat she goin to do if she reAlly qUit sCH..haiz..wOrried abt her..sian ar..gt anOther abt 9 hr more to my prac exam..omg..wat to do nw..i gt to wake up by 9am..nid to cal jy to confirm the place to meet b4 gOin 163 4 breaKfast..tml goin sCh wif aH kUm..thInk he 1 go eat loR..dunnoe aBt gaRy la..if he nv caLl gary go lky abit ps him lOr..later ll b my laSt time enter the sci laB n asO my last prac..muz do my beSt..ppl alWAy sae nv gif up till u try...the best is at the baCk(last/end)...nw thw time on my pc is...3.26am liao..left wif abt 8 hr 14 mis..n i nt yet in bed..goin slp sn..gd nite..or shld it b gd moRniNg..by the time i shut dwn my pc all tix shld b in bEd by 3.35am.........................

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