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Monday, October 10, 2005 12:43 PM

daMm fan + sad

haiz..so muCH damm ting haPpen ovEr the wkeNd..well wat to do...all tix r nt really haPpy de..

fri weNt out wif shU qiNg to jp n but her ting.n she told mi she njoy her wk..n i found ouT that they are so slaCk nw..mayb diff store ba..

sat weNt out wif kor,saMmi (my future sis-in-law??..dunnoe leh..) n younG mike loR..aftEr which wenT home la..n i receive a caLl wHen i reaCH hm la..i gt abit regret answerinG the call..i noe it him but i juz dunnoe y i anS..cuz i treAt him as 1 of my freNz..he was teLlin mi tat he want to cum heRe to study part-time n woRK too la..nigHt claSs or wat de la..nt so suRe..he 1 study abT office stuff i tiNk i was damm tirEd but no choice juz listEn to him tok..n suddEndly he tok abt our past..whicH make mi feEl awaKe n sAd..wAs surprisEd to hear wat he sae..realy..lasT yr he asK 4 a break on my 1st daY bacK to wk afTer my N lvl..so ok loR..n abt 2 wk later i taKe off n nv weNt bacK to wk aGn..n he fOund out tat i gt a neW job n ask izZit cuz of him tat y..my ans to him waS no it waS juz tat i wanted to wk elsewHere n we patch bacK agN..n we break n patch till tix yr..ard aPr i break wif him le..but mAy i found a guy hu ll be my 4eva deAr..hu i luv so deeP tat i giveN him alot of tiNg n i trUst him..but he did the same as my ex..he breaK his prOmise to mi..hurt mi too muCh..daRe nt face mi whEn he noe he in the wrOng...nw my ex ask 4 a patcH..i was so fan le... ni zhi dao wo de da an ni wei he hai you jiao wo duo xiang yi xia ne?..wo zhen de bu yao he ni zuo na nu peng you le..wo men zuo bu tong peng you ba..hao ma..ying wei wo bu xiang qi pian ni..well tat wat i ve decided on sat nite...didnt reaLly slp...was spEndin almost the whole nite cryiN n tinKin abt the 2 guys hu i luv n hurt mi...

sun wHen to wk n fOund out tat sat wAs lawrEnce lasT day...gt a tOur quite small la..heNg the luncH was greAt..cuz i nv take my breakfast..onli get to eat at ard 2.30pm n ve to eat fast cuz 3pm gt bookiNg..gt an auntie came n ask iunder wat company etc la..den i tell her lor..n i dunnoe y i intro her go sunteC there la..she ask when is the best i sae ard 6pm ba..she ask gt package nt n i sae gt but muz buy frm kisok la..i told her muz go correct kisok esp at esp n mp...n i felt lky i mz the life at esp on sun where we slaCk n play ard till 6 pm..esp is the place tat i hate..mayb..i nt really hate ba..cuz i gt make lots o freNz there...ard 6.15pm i hand over the sales..actually i tot raYmOnd 1 keeP but he sae pointin to a guy:"next time u can aSo pass to him as he ll b taKin over lawrence" n i saw tat new guy worte his name..he is jacKson..dunnoe he can make it nt..hope can la..

nw i was at hm writinG tix blog n b4 tix i was apprOvin my testi frm carOl while readIn e testi i was cryin...tix is wat she wrote:

Linda, u must cheer up le. if not, your life will be damm terrible. You are a good girl, like anth treat u so bad, yet you still love so deep. He is not worth 4 your love. Trust me... You k find a gd guy next time. As a friend, i don wish to c u sad. As 4 ur collegues, i hope you k throw away e bad memories that you had at esp. Must learn to cheer up. All e best to you.

readin tix maKe mi tInk abt it..i tryIn to cheer up tix few wk cuz o my O lvl..but aftEr which i dunnoe..yes..it trUe tat i lovE him deEp..reALly deeP..izzIt true tat he nt worTh mi to love him..i reaLly cant ans tix..ya..is trUe tat i can fInd a gd guy next time but i tiNK tat i already give up on BGR le..i duN tink i 1 to trUst any moRe guy...juz nw waS chatiN in nsm wif hwEe liNg..she staRed to write blog liao..can noe more abt her life le..haha..

HL:why happy things come to end soo fast de
MI:ya
HL:ji dan gao la!
MI:i agree

~**~tiNg tat is goiN to b cOmin up tix wk....
-da jiu gOin b in hosPital 4 operatIon...
-fri,14 Oct lasT days of sCh..muz go...
-last daYs of sch mean lasT daY in my 5a1 class wif all my frenz hu is wif mi 4 the past 5 yr..a bit sad...
-pay hp bill (if gtr xtrA money)

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