Thursday, September 29, 2005 11:58 AM
HapPy biRthdAy tO my belOved gUy...
haPpy birThdaY to him...didnt manage yO meEt him lasT nite...haiz..waT to do...well..i juz aDd in a tag board liao..so feel frEe to tag anything...i nv attend claSs today..cuz i dUn feel lky goiN as i dUn 1 c my histoRy mark n 4 2 periOd sit dwn heAr her nag n nag..alot o thing haPpen to ppl arOund mi lky my mEi as she caNt get the perSOn hu she lovE to loVE her too..n baItina was in the saMe boaT as mi..if i eveR go n tink the life tat i usEd to have after my N leVEl till ard maRcH..it was fUn n grAt..y??..cUz i usEd to have the type if "tai tai" life..haha..1) my off daY/weEKend weNt out wif my mei n weNt abouT sPore to play n ve fUn...2) wEnt to ve buffet/high tea wif my mei/freNz at least once in 3 mth..(but nw..dun ve..abt 4 mth lky tat le..)3) gOes crazY wif shU qing to shOppiN mall n grab all the clothes n cosmetics..(abt 5mth++nv do it le..tat time no time n money..)4) bUsy almOst wkeNd..(pPl asK mi out loR..nw i seldom go out wif them..)5) a kai xin guo..haPpy go lucKy type..(nw was nt haPpy..gOin depreSsed..)i nv get to enJoy life for veRi lOng n buy thIng tat i wanted..i wants to buy a new hp(buyin frm kOr..GD 55..once my dreAM phone..wait 4 pay to b out 1st..)..shoes...shirts...jeans skirt...MP3 (which i wanted to buy since the beginNIng o the yr..but ve nt since any1 tat i lky..but nw ve le..) Y??...cUz o sum1 hu spoil my dreAMs n make mi broke...wait till my freedOm day n i make sUre ppl hu i hate ( we shld nt live wif hates..but hw to..when ppl break thier promise..)
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Monday, September 26, 2005 3:44 PM
haTe the wOrLd...
ytd wk was nt as smooth as it is...something gOes wrOng wif the PC in the morNing..OMG!!..tat reaLly bad esp after 2 wk of off..after which i juz try to fix it sInce uncLe ricHard told mi tat rOy is busy n migHt nt b cOmin dwn...n i juz fix it n still nt lky wat it is as the screEn is too small but we juz used it..beta deN nth lor..hOpe no complaiN ba..if really got aSO not our fauLt we already reported n no1 realLy borthered to come dwn to fix all the ting..there so much leaKage here n therE..haiz..onli opeN abt 6 mth agO..n sO mani ting happen...after rOy cum n repair..ok le..in the afternoON...uNcle rIchaRd asK mi if i gt the WW2 pin anot..i sae i dUn ve..n he gif mi 1 whole sets..thank alot..i reaLly lky it...muz thank STB 1st...cuz they r the 1 to produce it..den is dasMond..as he the 1 hu bring it dwn n rem to kept sum 4 us ba..den is unCle richard hu give it to mi...but he the 1 hu i muz thank loR..cuz if he nv asK i aso dun noe we gt...haha...whEN goin hm..ting haPpen aGn wif the computer..tix time is the other Pc..but den we nv go solve the problem..if solve le spoil aso no use..so uncle phIlip ll ve to fix it himself..hoPe nth goes wrOng ba...i alight at bt panjanG there to taKe 67 n i waiTed for 25 mins b4 the bus cum..was so tired n make mi waited 4 a bus for so damm lOng..den whEn i 1 to take 300..i was the lasT to board n the door juz close..i was goiN mad wif SMRT...but lucky the drivER open agN if i i reaLly dUn noe gt wat to sae SMRT le...as 4 today..early in the mOrnin when to sch n gt baCk my SS,CME,cHem,matHs,eNg paper...n to my surprise..let mi let u all..i fail my CME 4 the 1stt time in sec scH..omg..cant believe it..my chem asO unexpected to get tat graDE..tot i did badly..the rest..dun 1 tok le..keke...i really wanted to mOve out of my hse ASAP..n i mean it..i caNt stand it anymore le...i cant imagine hw mucH ting weNt missin n noe hu is the 1 hu threw away my stuff..n thOse are food 4 ur info..plz lor..i once heard pPl sae tat if u thrOw away fOods that can b eaten next time u ll not ve any food to eat..tat y we cant wasTe food...i goin movE to where..ve nt decide yet..once i gt the money i ll...
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Saturday, September 24, 2005 4:17 AM
sianz..cant slp aGn..
the time nw is past 4am..n i am sooooooawake...cant slp..i woKe up at 8am by sHu qIng sMs n i slp at 2 am lky tat last 9...haiz..wEnt out n nv bUy anytin n den i wEnt to ah ma hse bUt she was nt in onli xiao yi n jiu jiu lOr..haha..den xiao yi asK mi 1 pei heR go jurOng i sae ok loR..sinCe i got nth to do in the day..weNt to borroW some comics..haha..n finish readin 1 of them onli..jUz finished readin naRza blog n was so mad..reaLly disappointed wif FJSBees..well let mi summarIsed wat haPpen on fri,23 sEp baNd band prac..well..baNd ended at 5 pm wif Mr tOh walkIn off the baNd rm wif tat blacK facE...tat was of cuz nt a gd sign as band shld end at 6pm..n FJSBees kana puinsh to rUn he field 3 rounds while SLs 5 rOunds..as they nv play their pcs well..n worst come to worst..seC 1 was tokin abt justice..n sae tat the maJors was nt puniSh..
ALL SEC 1 PLZ LISTEN UP..u nag n sae tat is unfair..do u tink tat the majorS dun get thiEr punishments..they do get ok...they get it frm madam (nazra)..worst come to worst if u all perform in front of public n u dun do well..hu ll the public pointsfingErs at??..is nt u..is MR TOH...they ll tink tat he is nt a gd conductor n tiz ll make the sCh to change a new conductor...Plz..i onli 1 to c MR TOH condUctin FJSBees nw n the future..aSk ur seniors..lasT time we get puniSH by mR toh himself ok..we run the field like u did on fri..we even asK to write lines a few hundreds..we aRe asK to get out of the baNd rm n prac outside if we nv play well..it is always beta to let ur maJors punish u den let ur condUctor to punish u..hw r u goin to geNtin to perform if u r nt practing haRd..tink abt it 4 the Band nt urself..if u stIll tink tat it is unfair..i onli gt a sentence 4 u...get out o FJSBees..as i dun tink FJSBees need u..i'm sorry if u r nt haPpy abt it..therE nth mucH i caN sae...hopefully u ll change ur mind of baNd...
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Friday, September 23, 2005 8:22 AM
preLim ovEr....but o lVl cOming...
waKe up eaRly cUz o shu qIng sMs tat waKe mi up..cUz laTer goin oout wif her....keke..we gOin sHoppin n she 1 go interviwew ma..haha..dunnoe hw much i goin to spent..omg..we 2 r those once shop wiLl die die bUy loTs o ting..dunnoe y go out wif hER i alway ll bUy lots o ting..haha...finally get a so cal gd reSt last nIte wif no worried o exam but worried o others tiNg..aftEr meetiN her mayb goin out wif "sOtOng faMily" n others to jOvian hse..but nt confirm yEt..later den they ll teLl mi loR....prElim juz enDed ytd..nexT wk onwaRd is checK papEr den revIsioN lor..tat aLl..bUt ll i stIll gO baCk sCH..i ll ba..cUz it is gOin to my lasr last 2 wk wif my 5a1 liao..n my last 2 wk gOin bacK to my claSs..aftEr whicH is exaM...
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Monday, September 19, 2005 3:46 PM
sOtong faMily..
sat was tokin to kor cUz of tomMy..n i 1 to sae tat he is no lonGer my kor liao..he is my sOtonG dadDy..thank sOtOng mummy..i aso 1 a sotOng didi ok..well was feelin sick n took some pill which make mi ok liao..cant belive wat had haPpen to *him*...was shocked to find out wat had hapPen..well..i reaLly dun understand..nw gt to concentrate on my prelim..as i promise to gt to learn hw to nt bring persOnal probLem to wk..ya..ve to learn no matTer wat..but at hm ll ve to tink..haiz..ytd MAF was sian..at hm study la..haiz..hopefully was able to celebrate it next yr..cant imagine wat baiTina told mi..nv tink tat so fasT she is in my shoes..omG..hw can lky tat...y are relatIonship so confUsin n hurt 1 another..hw can lky tat...~no matTEr wat..i ll b waIting 4 u..~-> 65 dayz to freEdom..<-
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Thursday, September 15, 2005 12:53 PM
dePreSSion..yeS or nO??
well..heAr frm raDio tat if u r gettIn tired n ve enouGH slp..it is most likely u r sufferrin frm depreSSion...tat i felt frm sUn till nw..felt ly slpin every hr of my life..dun feel lky wakiN up..but depresSIon i tot ll aSo go mad..haha..mi gOin mad sOon..was wOnderIng since tue nite..why do pPl sae they love each other n ll b wif them 4eva but in the end they break n hurT eacH other..y do Ppl ve to hUrt eacH other n lie to eaCH otHer...well...a warnin to all guy out there hu is abt or in a relationship...DUN U EVER DARE TO LIE TO A GAL OR PLAY/HURT THEIR FEELING...gal is the 1 hu felt hurt the moSt nt gUy(except 4 2 guy hu i noe la..)..why cant a guy face a gal when they did sOmething wrOng..it is juz a mattEr of time to do it..i quote tix frm mr yOng's blog..and i agree to tix.."... Love brings one to extreme emotional states. One moment you may be laughing , and the other, you feel as if you wanna die.But why are there some who are out there to hurt others? How can a person who says "I love you" one day, and tells you "I am confused" on another. Why can a person who comes to kiss you on the lips, and gives you a big hug today...and totally becoming a stranger tomorrow? Why can a person who gives you morning calls and totally stop smsing you the next moment? Why?Love is a confusing. No one knows what oneself is doing. Define love, and there are millions of definitions. Sometimes, you know that love doesn't work out, but you just wanna carry on. You cheated yourself, you cheated your partner, and you cheated fate. What was received was hatred, hurt and sadness.So how hurt can it be? It is worse than death. For death, you can't feel a thing. For hurt, it is a torturous process as it can linger on.Is being "nice" a flaw in relationship? Does the sentence " Oh, you are a very nice guy. But you are so nice that I cannot handle?" contradict itself? So, in other words, being a bastard seems better.I have learnt alot. Being nice does not pay at all. People will take things for granted. You can't be nice all the times. For some moments, you need to be a bastard...."
ytd after maTh papER..ms neo ask mi.."so linda A1?" ..i was thinkin no..i dUn tink i abLe to score a A...cuz of my papEr 1..gt careless mistAKe...n my mOod..haiz..i reaLly gt to learn hw to nt bring persOnal probLem to wk...and i on my waY...mOn..was the day tat i was damm depresS esp afTer eng paper 1..i wroTE abt HOPE!!..den in caNteEn i was tokIn to jaCkie a.k.a soTOng mUImmy..n ah kUm caMe n ask mi hw the paper..i dUnoe y i ask him to go away n begIn crYIn..i sOrry ah kUm if i reaLly frigHtenend u...at tix pt..wat caN i do but to study haRD..as tix ll b the laSt 69 dayZ in sCh..meanin end of my O lEvel..hopIn to gO to geNtin dUring dec(but nw..i dUn ve a singLe cent..cuz o u..spoil my dreaM..where can i gO..but to wk n get pay..)to play n ve fun..my main aim to go there is cUZ of FJSBee..they got a preformance there..haha..
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005 1:46 PM
miSs FjSb...
wAs late 4 my chem claSs today..den i tot yt,jacKie ll not wait 4 mi bUt hu noethey r at lRt there cuZ they r waItin 4 baO yan...so end up abt gOt abt 9 ppl frm a1 & a2 ppl waLk to sCh 2gethEr eveN tot we r laTe..tat e unIted sEc5..keke..afTer cHem is a 1/2 hr breAK so mi n jacKie weNt to canteEn to get a drInk..n i aSk her to waLk paSt baNd rm cUz i mS FJSBees...dUnoe y..deN i saw baSs clar. n i gO n aSk her gOt saw my file..she sae yeS..at hEr hse..i wAs so..i waNted my file baCk..n i saw mR tOh...ms his jOkes..ms my BC..ms thOse daYz in FJSBees...regREt nt gOin baCK lasT yr afTer my O level maTH..haiz...
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Tuesday, September 06, 2005 9:57 AM
kaNa kIck oUt of sCh..
sO tired sia..go tO sCH fOr poa la..dUnoe y i so gUai ll gO lor..but i gu yi laTe de la..7.55am deN leave hm 4 my class which start at 8am...reach BP ard 8.15am sO was walkiN to sCH but wheN i was almoST reacHin shu hui saw mi n sAe the sCH gAte was cloSe as todAy lesSon all caNcel..dUe to N leVel listenin cOmpre la..kao bei..waSte my time to waKre up in the morNi to go fOr class but was caNcel..plz lOr..all tix tyPe o exAm nt laST mins deN the sCH nOe aBt it de loR..shld nOt ve let us Ve aNy lesSon wat..yTd whEn out wif my mei..aNd caNt belieVE waT she tOld mi lOr..bUt..wAT to do..haiz..dUnoe hw deaR deAr liao..veri lOng nv meEt him le..i reaLly dUn 1 to eNd tix relatiOnshiP..hiS god-sis aSK mi out on fRI..wif theM go clubBIn la..haiz..ll he let mi gO..i dUn tinK sO..if we gO out..i dUn noe wat he gOin to sae..hope he wOnt sae tIn tat hUrt mi..i nOe hw he feEl...bOth of uS aRe bRoke nw..bUt dUn wOrry my pay is gOin to b out sOon..by tml ba..yEs..bUt all thOse money ll go to my bill..haIz..
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Friday, September 02, 2005 1:27 PM
haPpy belaTed teaChers' daY!!
haVe nOt beeN updaTin blog 4 the paSt 2 wk or sO..cUz i OverusE my internet usEage..haha..waS raInIn dUring pe lesSon..bUt we cOntinued to play..mi,mui chEu,yIng teNg,gaRy,aH sEng was plaYin basKetbaLl at the netball cOurt..we play the ABC method..haha..haRd to explaIned loR..the pasT few days..or weeKs or a mth..have not been gD...felt tat life is meaninless...ya..b4 i 4get..aLl fajarIan who is a pOa student can log on to http://sg.geocities.com/limkeeteckfanclub/website.html tix is his website..in pOa class he aSk mi to go in n c..well..nOw goiN in to c wat the kUku teacher website is..
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