Wednesday, August 17, 2005 6:10 PM
lOve siCk??
meEt baItina aFter scH..she no clasS in aFternOon dEn we gO jp..deN waLk waLk loR..n tOk aBt ouR bf...haIz..gUy hUrt gaLz the mOst wheN breAK..y mUz lky tat leH..i dUn nOe hw sae mi aR..ytd slP at 7pm lky tat dEN waKe up at aRd 1 am to study bUt by 2am waS daMm tirEd so gO baCk slp n waKe up at 6am...oMg..cant belieVe tat i slp sO loNg..bUt the past few daYz dUn reaLly sLp well..faLl dWn whIle mOppin the floOr n hUrt my baCk...deN was lky almOst died..so resT in bed lOr..nv stUdy at all..tix mornin deN stUdy lOr..bUt morning aSo dUn feeL lky waKin up..dUn noe y..too tired n baCK is sOo paiN..paPer 4 the daY is cMe...maTH 2..cHi 2..cme i can stIll do till slp..maTh was oKay lor..bUt gt dUnnoe hw do de la..chi was veri wat loR..saw 10 qn on tian xie han zi sian 1/2..tot is 5 onli..nv study so 10 marK gOne..den the zao ju asO dunnoe the meaNin so 15 marK gOne..ttl 25 marK gOne..the reSt hai hao loR..tml is chem n pOa2.haiz..in another 45 mins ll b meeTIn ah kUm below my blOck to study lOr..vw tO stOp heRe liao..cUz i nt yeT gO dig ouT aLl my nOte n wksHt liao..haha..
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005 3:13 PM
paIn.....
onLi the 2nd day o the wK la..i alreadLy my half-life (sOrRy tOo mUch phy paper todaY..) gOne..almoSt died...sO tired..onli slp at 2am..stUdy 4 eXam loR..no choice..deN woke up at 6am...mOrnin dun feEl lky gOin sCh cUz i aSo nt prePared 4 exam..bUt stIll go..havIn pain everYwhere...caNt taKe it le..y lkY tat..haviN headacHe while dOin my SS paper..n faLl aslp 4 a while cUz my head is killiN mi..deN aFter sS dEn mi,shEn li,shu hUi gO cOncourSe studY phY la..bUt eNd up chaTIn..*winks*..dEn mikhael cum la..den he teaCh mi the ac generator tat wat no o turn in pri coil tat paRt la..*thanks*..heng gOt stuDy cUz sEction B cUm out ma..today paPer was sS,sCi paper 1 den sci paPer 2..haIz..i tot my pHy ll faIl cUz nv stUdy ma..bUt tink caN paSs ba..cUz quite eaSy lOr...bUt my papEr 1 de cHem Qn..haiz..dUn tOk liao..sUre ll faIl chem aGn..die lOr...haTe cHem..mOn deN laSt paper..sumore gT eNg O lvl oRal..1 moRe wk..afTEr sCH go plaZa awhile cUz shU hui n jaCkie waNnna bUy ting lOr..deN we walk to the bUs stOp n dEn receive caLl frm rita,S kOr,mosses...is lky 1st time 3 ppl caLl mi n the time diff is abt 2 min n cUz gOt another line gt to sae gdbye n ans the next call..lky veri bUsy..haha..ytd call deAr dear hse n his mUm aNs..n we chaT quiTe loNg...abt my family all tix..i tinK she waS quIte surPrise tat i nOe hw to cOok n ve to sUppOrt the faMily lOr..she tell mi tat dear dEar b4 gOin NS dUn eat veg. de..haha..bUt n gOt la..den tOk abt li piNg n sHI nan lOr..ya..i agRee tat nwaDay nt alOt gaL nOe hw cOok..onLi left wif mi,mUi cHeu,sHU hui ba..nw it time to get sum slp b4 i faint in sCh tml..dun intent to study math n cHi..haiz..~- deAr dEar u nOe i beEn waItin n waItin 4 ur cALl..i reaLly dUn wisH to brEak till todAy..hope u cHange ur miNd..i keEp tinkiN n tinkIn..dUn noE why i jUz cANt 4get u..i can reaLly 4gIf wat u did to mi..i caN 4gEt it so loNg as u R by my side...afTEr cHatiN wif ur mUm ytd..i aSo dUnoe wat sHe tink o mi la..i ll waIt4 u tIll tHe day i slPin in a cOffIn..-~
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Sunday, August 14, 2005 11:53 AM
soRrow gaLz..
Last nIte carol sMs mi tat she sae deAr 1 break wif mi..i was shock tat he will do tix to mi..really..y?..till nw nv get to tok to him..mock exam is onli tml..n here I am..dUnoe wat to do..jUz 1 2 eNd my life after my mock exam..i dUn 1 to suffer aGn n agn..hw much has my ex hurt mi..not a lot..cUz I dUn really love him tat much as he nv took away my heart..but u are diff..u took it away le..every1 was given chance y was I nt given 1..i was given a 2nd chance to retake my math n cHi..y cant cant u gif mi..u gif her chance n y cant u gif mi..Y??Y??Y??..plZ..i dUn 1 a break as I ll really hurt myself..i promise to change as I would really..jaCkie aSK mi nt to die..bUt she nv understand hw I feel toward u…if I nv tOk to jaCKie last 9..i tink I wont b in tix world anymore…
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Saturday, August 13, 2005 2:08 PM
to my deAr..
wHy am i born in sUch a unluckY luCk...y muz u do the same as my ex..u noe u hurT mi alot..y u gO out wif her n u nv dare to tell mi..y..u noe i can die am i serious...u tInk i jOkin is it...is ok..u migHt tink is childish..n i nOe it nOt wrOth die 4 sum1..i told tat to my frenz b4..i tinK to mi is wOrth...u brOke my heart...n tooK my heart away..i'm sOrry tat i cal her..bUt i caNt help..hu call u dun1 ans my cal..i saw the photo..u aSk her where she nt haPpy...y muz she do tix to mi...u disappoint mi time n aGn..i nv sae anytin...
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Thursday, August 11, 2005 5:12 PM
sPore..haPpy beLated bdaY
haPpy beLated bdaY to sIngaPore..well tix 40 yr is nOt easy to gO thrOugh..sPore is a nice place to b in..no war..well there is baCk in the 1940s..oUr grandpaRent ll nv 4geT hw they r treated by the jaPan..well tat was the past..we shld lOok 4ward to e fUture..ytd nite conference wif shen li n sHu hui.. n we were tOkin if today we r cOmin to sCh nOt..haha...n in the end we all gOt cOme la..heng..gt cUm cUz eng need do wk in pair ma..dEn we 6 gaLz juz niCe lOr..in the mOrnin kanA waKe up by jaCkie at 7.30am..cUz we alway meEt at lRt there on mOn n tHur to waLk to sCh togeTher..den 2 day 1st time sHe call mi n aSk gt meet nt.. i wAs still slpIn lOr..last 9 caNt slp..dUn noe y..den she kana scOldIn frm mi..haha..paisae la..*soRry*...well in cLAss teO ask if we nOe waT haPpen to ouR cLass oN fri (5aUg) she told us tat sHu hUi tabLe was kanA brUnt..sHe ask us we nOe wat haPpen but nOne o us nOe lor..haiz..deN dun nOe hu file kana brUnt aSo..sOme mOre is greEn file..deN if i nOt wrOng shld b SS de fIle..somemore is zaLali de sUb file..tat person so suaI..exam rOund the coner dEn file lky tat..haIz...tml ll be gEttin back my mt O level reSult liao..*scaRed*..nO matteR wat it is..i mUz acCept lOr..i hOpin to get a A2 la..cUz i laZy to retAke lOr...if gEt B3..i onli gt 1 wOrd to decribe mysElf...sUai...cUz maTh aSo lky tat..bUt 4 maTh i intereSted tat y i reTake..bUt 4 cHi i nt really interested hw to forCe myseLf to stUdy it..haiz..tat time stUdy cUz o him..bUt now sInce we no mOre liao..sO i shld gEt bacK to the usUal mi..whIch is hate chi..haiz..wat to do..hOpe reaLly can get gd grade...*_* 19 mOre hr to the relese o mt O leVel reSult *_*
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Saturday, August 06, 2005 10:46 PM
cOughIn lky heLl..
wHole daY havE been cOughIn lky heLl..non-sTOp caNt imaGine hw to tOk tml..haIz...heNg my fever gOne dwn liaO if nOt dIe..tInk the dr gIf de coUgh med lky useLess..mayb tmL gOin bUyin frM pharMaCy the cOugh med ba..c hw lOr..a rest at hM waS great..phOne nv riNg mUch n maNage to get a reSt...weLl..nOw was feElin beta liao..gOin waTch vCd sOon..haha..jacKie ytd reNt de vCd..my bOyfrIend is tYpe-B..sHld b vEri funny ba..haha...jUz nOw dEar dEn aSK i sIck aR..pLz lOr..i sIck 4 aBt 8 daYs liaO..nw den nOe..lky abit outdated liao leH...i tInk u aSO dUn nOe i tIx wK gO sCh hw mAni day n i gT mOck eXam ba..rIte..haIz...u saE u gOin caLl mi de hOr..hOpe u reALly caLl mi sOon lOr..dUn caLl at the wROng tIme wHen i watcHin the mOvie aSo lor..>>>3 mOre days to sIngaPOre 4oth bDay<<<
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sO sIck...cUz o mOck exAM ba..
weLl..waKe up aBt 3/4 hr aGo by J kOr de sMs la...haiz..aCtually waS suPposed to meet S kOr,steVen,sEan de..bUt i ovERslePt soMemOre sICk so nv gO...neXt wk dEn meEt S kOr ba..cUz need taKe my n meI de cD fRM hIm la..haha..the cd wIf him qUite lOng liaO..aSk hIm bUy den nv taKe frM him..wE live qUite fAr aSo..nO chOice..i try my bEst to mEet u neXt wk dUring the hOli..yes..tat 1 tIng to lOok 4waRd to..haiZ...neXt mOn 1 gIf xiao teO faCe as to gO sCh not..we gaL stIll nOt yet decide 1 gO nOt..haha..aSo dUn noe gaL caN weAr jeaN anOt leh..i tIx wK sO maNi daY nv gO sCh cUz sUffEr fRM mOcK exaM sIckneSs..hOPe todAy caN staY at hM n leT n mi ve a rEst..pLz..dUn aSk mi Out if u inTent tO asK mi gO grAb aNy sUff wIf u..tHank..^_^ maY gDO bLess ^_^
Was here @11:17 AM
cANt sLp....
at tIx hr of the daY pPl aRe sLpin n i onLine..haiz....well..caNt slP cUz keep cOugHing..siAN..dUnoe later hw to gO wK..maYb fIndin a rePalcement ba..n reSt at hm lOr..if nOt hw..stIll waItin 4 deaR caLl asO..sHld b plaYin his gAMe ba..oR even sLp liao..cUz jUz nw ms cALl him nv retUrn caLl..haiz..well i jUz fInish lOokin at nazRa bLog de phOto..FJSBees de la...it brIng mi alOt o memOry lOr..mIssin thOse day..weLl..wat to do..whO caLl mi tat tIme dUn 1 gO baCK..nOw is plaYIn Online Pool loR..stIll gOt wat..haIz..hOpe i ll geT weLl sOon..reaLly sIck n tIred of the cOugh liao...nOw shLd b gOin tO geT sOme resT liao...dUn tink deAr ll b calliN mi liao ba..
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Friday, August 05, 2005 3:15 PM
mOck eXam...ahhh...
fInaLly...fiNally..finisH my eNg mOck exAm..haha..the sUb tat i fEar the 2nD mOst..haha..i lOok likE i haVe finIsh my mOck exAm lky tat..weLl in aNother 2 wk tiMe dEn fInisH la..nOt sO soOn yet..keke..ytd eveNin was tOkin on tHe phOne wIf jAckiE...n gUess waT we 2 r acTuaLly tOkin aBt..we r tOkin aBt the paSt..wHen we 1st enteR FAJAR....dUn nOe y we gO to tat tOpic..haha..i sTill dUn nOe hw cOme u gUys(u all shOuld nOe hu u aR ba..dUn neEd mi to naMe la..)bcOme my fRenz aSo..keke...let fInd a dAy aFter O lEvel n we gO tOk aBt the Past sUre gOt aLot o fUnny n sTupid tIng tat haPpenin Our sEc sCh liFe...yTd i aSO go reAd mR yOng bLog n fOund outtat he aSO veRi sorrOw lOr..sHld b relatIonsHip reaSon la..bUt caNt c fRm his faCe tat he sad lA...tOday is tHe 1st day o the hUngry gHost fesTival...i tink both my nOse n dEar's nOse is the mOst kelian tix mth ba...cUz o all thOse smOke...haIz..mine ll b worSt cUz i sIck...so angRy wIf dear...he jUz caLl mi n sae he gOin out wIf theM...dUn 1 gO out wif mi..laSt wk sae no mOney tat y dUn 1 gO out dEn c u sIck aSO..dEn tix wk aSO no mOney wat...den mi leH..at hm...all aLone...doiN wat..nth...u gO tink aBt it urseLf la..How lOng ve we nOt gO out 2geTher..stIll sae fri,sat,sUn can meEt...all tIx u sae de lOr...hw to trUst u lky tat...i nv ever angry wif any1 4 a day de hOr...u sHld noe tat i dUn get aNgry eaSily...dUn eVEr try to be the 1sT one Ok....at least gt 2 wk++..if tix caRry on..dUn regret if i eVEr MIA...hw lOng ve i nt gOne to OP shop to bUy tiNg liaO..hw Long ve i nOt bUy cosmetics liao...regRet nOt gOin to saKae wIf jIa jIng,iVan n jaCKie..dUn eVEn noe if the 2 gUys stIll gOin nOt..haiz...well..reM to tag at my tagboaRd ok...ya..juZ added in a tagboard n a clock..keke..ll be adDIn photo in sOon ba...hopefuLly...=)4 mOre daY to nATIonaL dAys.... =)
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Thursday, August 04, 2005 6:25 PM
sadz....
nv aTtend sCh today cUz i wAs sIck aGn...weLl..i call dear dEar to waKe uP n he sae ok de..bUt who noe he gOes baCk slp..i tiNk i wOnt fOrce him to gO to sCh aGn..if he 1 to go he ll gO de...hu lky to b fOrce to go to sCh..i dUn lky sCh but no cHoice since i cOme so far liao...so i ll carRy on aS lOng as i in tIx wOrld..wHen to fInd him n it wAs a wrOng tiNg to do aS it hUrt mi...cUz he aSk mi to gO hm aS he dUn 1 to c mi..i went to fInd him eVen tot i wAS haVin fEver n raInin at that time..he dUn let mi in..den later he gO opeN the dr n asK mi to go hm.. i alMost jUmped dwn..n he stOpped mi..tat wHere his Mum caMe oUt..she aSk mi y i nv gO sCH i tOld her i waS sIck n deaR was in his rM lOck himsElf up...i sMs him sInce he dUn 1 tok 2 mi deN he rEPly mi..aSk mi to gO hm..he sae i dUn trUst him..if i dUn trUst him ll i stil b arOund...in the end i wENt hm..wHen i reAch hm i caLl him n he wAs eatin sO i caLl him abt 2 hr later he nv aNs so i try aGn later hu noe he sae he ll call mi n sae mi fan...dEN i tot o eNdin my life bUt wAs stOpped by kOr..he aSk mi to wAit 4 dear call...n hu noe i receive his sms ard 5.45pm which i waS suPposed to received mUch earlier..if i received that smS earLier i ll noT caLl him liaO..stUpid m1..so nw i ll wait lOr..weLl...if a brEAk fRm he ll meAN tat i eNd my lIfe as i dUn 1 2 sUffer aNymOre...sAw mR yOng online n his nicK was 'if huMan are lEss emotioNal,wIll they Hurt leSs in reLatIonshIps?' weLl..i aGree..if i'm less emotional it 'll not hurt aloT..is trUe...waT haPpen to mr yOng??..hw cOme he Put hiS nicK tix waY..dUn sAe..well.hU caRe..haha...nw havin gastric pain..ve not bEen eatin for a dAy..haIz...
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Monday, August 01, 2005 12:19 PM
sIck aGn....
weLl..a new mth has beGan...aug..3moRe mth n i ll ve to start to fiGht another war liao..nOt WW3 la..is my O leVel la..wkeNd waS ovEr..it wAs a bAd wkenD 4 mi...n i reAlly meaN a bad 1..fIrsT let sTaRt wif sAt ba..i manage to seLl aWay my nk 7600..cant beAr wif it..bUt no cHoice n bOught my sEc 1/2 dreAm hp..whIch is nk 8310..haha..wELl i lky it at tat time n i told myself i die die asO muz bUt n i fInally bougHt it aFter 3yrs lky tat...quIte cHeap lOr..den gO woRk..was not laTe n wAs earLy by aRd 10 mins ba..wHen reAch esp saW frAnics,gOh,jay and 1 gUy dunnoe hu la...den gOt taxi lOr..den till we no boat..den sRc take lOr...haha...we slaCk dUring fireworK..aFter the fIrewOrk tIng chaNge...cUz we sell fiRewOrk curises ma..deN wat haPpen was tat we sell to 2A 1C den is $75 la..den gOt incl. br..bUt at 8 pm gOt 2 ppl hu bUy tick. on fri la..den uncLe mIke ask them sOmebaCk on sAt lOr..hu noe mp gOt 9 br n we got 2 br so tOtal is 11br..den boat inside gOt 3br..the firework de..sO bn tat aSk the 3 ppl hu is a jaP if they can change to anOther bOat not n they sAe oKay..bUt the next bOat is bUmbOat aS 1272 breAK dwN 1/2 way..n retUrn bAck to CQ liao...n the 3 jAp sae they dun 1 asK them waIt they SAe ok..deN awhile lateR sae no..waT kao..den in the end took aBt 1 hr to seTtle everytin..refUnd them $30 no chOice..den while settle tix problem..got other problem which is we no boat tat day we onli gt 1 show boaT..n cUstomer almOst 1 refUnd bUt lucKy bOat cum sO ting settle..when all the pro was settle..we nv seLl liao..den bn tat sae is his faUlt..bUt i tiNk alOt o ppl faUlt..den we gO baCk quIte eaRly..den i Go hm lOr..cuz LP gOt aloT o tOur ytd...weLl..ytd..at Lp wat haPpen was there is tours at aRd 10 am ba..so staRt wk..sO mani kids..tok so louD..den gt 2 kid stand so cloSe to mi..den keep sHoutin till now thOrat was pain..den afteRNoon tour was wrost..they arE frM churCh de..sOmore alOt kids..wat laU...keEP tOkin n tOkin..n i ve to sHout at the tOp o my vOice..sumoRe i wAs haVin sOre thOrat ytd aSo..n den they ll keeP quIet..sO fed up n aNgRy wIf them...i rEalLy uNdersTand hw tEacHer fEel wHen thay r tOkin n We stUdent aRe tOkin at teh sAme tIme..rEaLly understaNd le..i ll trY to prOmise tat when a teAcher is teaChin no maTter wHich teaCher i trY not to tOk even tOt the leSSon is bOred..cUz it ll maKe the ppl hu is tOkin look lky a fOol...reAlly...tOday nv gO sCh..laTer gOin c dr..fEel lky gO c privAte de..bUt no mOney..sO no cHoice go ployclinic...but i was reaLly sick..dUn noe can waIt till been attent to a dr noT..aCtually wOnt feeL so sIck de..hu caLl mi ytd nite go wAsh haIr..nOe i sIck liao still go wASh den kuo gai la..den my nOse cant make it aGn loR..wat kao...mUz geT well sOon..
>>4 mOre daYz to eng mOck eXam....<<
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