Labels: Just a Day

Labels: Busy busy, Work

Labels: siCk, Work

Well, eating fruit and not working but blogging is because of the system. OVER SLOW. Making me too piss off with my work. Had not really been enjoying my work so far. But I will still give it a try. Not going to give up.

Tomorrow I not going to be in office. Even come also no use cause system too slow might as well work from home right? Tonight going home to get all the internet connection done as I had just reformatted my laptop.

Going off soon. Don't want to waste time here.

Current in office at this hour. last 5.5 hours of the year can't go off still in office. sad right? well what to do. busy yet come in here to blog. well i shall keep this entry short.

Just want to wish all a HAPPY NEW YEAR and may 2008 be a wonderful & fruitful year for all..


Got to go..closing not done...

Labels: Announcement

Location: Office
Feeling: Warm, Stress

Finally today is the eve of christmas. All the present had not been wrap yet and I had not packed for my trip. but i still got time to do it. Only tomorrow morning as the party will start in the evening and of course need to get ready right? i be flying right after the party and will be back by Sunday. Anyway Monday i still be back in office.

The office is now so warm. No air con as today is half day so they switch it off. I just came back to settle stuff and regret. Should have come in the morning but was too tired to get up early. even thought i had not finish up my work, i still be on leave. today is a good example, i still back here.

Well, think got to stop here and get back to my work before I went to enjoy myself. got quite alot of thing to settle. Anyway, I will try to update when I overseas.

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!! =)

Labels: away

Even though I am in a meeting now, but my heart is not there so decided to secertly come in here to blog..Hehe..

Yes..I back to work due to my leave not been approve. Got so much thing not settled that why. Can't meet dateline. but looking forward to next week as I can be on leave but still be back on the Chirmas Eve. Hopefully can have the 1/2 day off as it all depend on the stuff that i am left with to settle. I got to work double hard in order to finish up all the stuff so that i can go off early on Mon.

New year eve also got to work. OMG.. that so poor thing..

I enjoy the dinner last night. Well, even though it is a normal Japanese meal but I bet all of us did enjoy ya? suppose to have the retreat on Mon but due to some of the staff on leave all this, we decided to have it last night.

Ok..Think that all for now.

Labels: Work

Location: Classroom
Feeling: Tried, hungry

Was looking at my tag and daddy do not want to approve my leave so bad right. Anyway was just to tired. Sleep late yesterday due to work. I stay up late to do the coding What else. There is more thing such as the report not done or should i say that I had not even started doing it.

Well. My schedule is fully packed..

19 more days to 2008.

Wonder how many more hour of time am I left with for myself to enjoy?

Got to get back to work

Labels: Busy busy

Location: Office
Feeling: Tried
Playing: Yes 93.3Fm

Currently still in office waiting for cab. so tired now. Was trying to get the closing done but who know the figure is not willing to work hand in hand with me that why i had to give up and look at it tomorrow.

This month is going to be a short month for me as I had took leave. I be on leave from 20th Dec all the way till 1st Jan 2008. Long holiday right? Well, actually in between got to go for some business trip that why and also I had a family holiday too. Everything was booked and settle and when Nicole was trying to ask me for my passport expiry date as she the one doing the booking of my air ticket and happily she sent out the detail to our corporate travel agency and the reply from them was rejected due to not having a valid 6 month from the expiry date and got to make a new passport.

Anyway before i actually go on my long holiday, i had lots or rather tons of work to complete and look like i not able to complete it. I way behind schedule and this month I not going to do sales but report as no matter what i think that no way i am going to hit the target that why no choice and report all this need to be done too. anyway after been here for quite long, this is actually the 1st time i involved in closing. Think i can actually cancel my leave to come back to do my report. The best thing is not to cancel leave till that day confirm coming to work.

Got to go off now, the cab will be here soon..

Labels: away, Busy busy

Location: My apArtment Bedroom
Feeling: Tried, sick
Playing: Yes 93.3Fm

Was trying to do some data entry. Surprise by this? Well, no choice got to do the data entry if not no idea who to get them to do it as i need to classified it or rather give code to some of them. Alot to key in. So bored and I had stopped doing it already and start to surf net.

Was down with flu since Thursday. So did not bring Ah boy back as i do not want to pass the virus to him so no choice can't ge to see him this weekend. Was coughing quite badly yesterday and start to have sore throat already. That bad that why decided not to go to work too. Go work mean need to attend meeting and need to talk so i do not want to talk as i still want my voice..haha..

Think going to sleep soon already.................

Labels: siCk

I don't understand why is there such a person doing here in the office. Wonder if he study too much and brain damage or what. Ask Nicole to process the document all this which i had done on Monday as I was given a dateline even thought the real dateline is on Friday. The real is that this is a big project and we need time to look through the final stuff and it required people who had higher authorization then me to look through so I got it done and send it to Nicole to process as I knew that I won't be able to reach office in time as I need my sleep. Ended up, I was been waken up by just to tell me that he print out already. I was so pissed off by that just to tell me this. I could not just not answer my phone also as it is office hour. Imagine that I only sleep at around 5.30am and woke up at 10am just to answer a phone that tell me it is done. Went back to office and found out that there is error such as the font all this not right and the template is wrong so i changed the template and font all this again I do it at night and slept at 5.30am also and woke up at noon. Rush to office and found that the stuff is not on my table so though not been print so it ok. Look through it and saw typo so faster called him and ask me to edit it and send it back to him. I was so pissed off and also can tell me that which part got error also. Why can't he just do it edit it for me and i look at it, at my side is ok but since he using the older version that why, i got to edit it by MYSELF as nicole went to meet client so no choice. Later still got to go KTV for work purpose don't even feel like going cause i not feeling that well. No choice. Think is time to stop her and get back to work and to get ready to go off.

Labels: Busy busy

Location: My apArtment Bedroom
Feeling: Tried & Sleeply


I seriously need to rest more. Just finish those report that is due today at 9am and I had completed it at 5am. So wonderful. Well, took me 2 days or so to get it done. Not an easy task. Had been working on it since Friday (2 Nov) night till Monday (5 Nov) 5am. for these 2 nights only manage to sleep like 8 hours in total. See how restless I am already, without getting enough sleep. So please do not disturb my rest anything please contact my PA,Nicole at her mobile or email her. If not you can email me and i get back by end of the day.

Will be back in office at 2pm. Will try to be there for the meeting if I can make it, if not I'm sorry. Don't blame me....

I don't know what else to update..I want to sleep right now.. *off to bed*

Labels: Busy busy

Location: My apArtment Bedroom
Feeling: Tried & Gastric pain
Playing: 发现爱

No time to update for the past coming 2 months.

Was not feeling well so is ah Boy. Was looking after him for the whole week or so. No idea what wrong with my eye that it got swollen out of a sudden, that cause me to wear spectacles during class and when working when out in the street did not wear. Somebody say i look too mature with my spectacles on and i look so different. Not like me. no choice can't wear lens so got to wear spectacles if not can't really see the text that is too small.

Oct is a month where i finally clear my test. FINALLY.. The reason is that i been dragging this test for quite sometime already. I put in a lot of effort in this test and causes my sales to drop. This month not in the mood to work anyway.

Get to know WQ and he told me alot of thing. I don't know if he the one that let me 发现爱 anot anyway no comment on anything so let it be you know..

To my dearest PA Nicole,
Thanks for your help this whole month and not getting enough rest. Me also did not have time to go back to office those weeks, was rather busy with school and my lesson and also my ah boy and make you so tiring. Thanks for helping me to answer those phone call that i diverted to your phone. I be back on form next month.

To my dearest Daddy,
Thanks for your kind understanding and even though i had not seen you or call you or even sms you but that does not mean that i had forgotten about you, just that I don't wanna disturb you. By the way, you had not keep your promise to me, related to my test. ya? anyway, i also dare not accept it too. wahaha..Will find a day to meet up with you for a chat ya?


Got to go and do some work before off to bed...

Labels: Busy busy, DadDy, Nicole

Location: Office
Feeling: Headache, Stress
Playing: Yes 93.3Fm

I was busy with my work till i can't breathe. It is not an easy job for me. I need help!!!

Something are not meant for me to do yet i had to do. That make me more STRESS!!! my work not done and people keep chasing me for those report. I can't get people to do it for me too..EVERYTHING DON'T KNOW ALSO LOOK FOR ME ME ME...

Daddy ask me to take a break from work, how i wish i could but i can't..got so much thing for me..moreover, Nico going be on leave this week. If i take a break who going to do those work? No one..

I still got to go and meet client and say 6pm I will reach her office as I was not able to make it the next day so confirm a time and end up when I reach, I was told that she gone back. Can Imagine how angry and frusted I am at that time. Was trying to rush my closing report, sale report all this and make me go and meet her to discuss thing yet this happen. I think i not going to see her anymore. I don't care. the next time round i will get someone else go on my behalf.

Goanna do my work already..

Labels: sTress

Location: Office
Feeling: Worried
Playing: Yes 93.3Fm

Don't ask me to do anything..not in the mood to do it..My god brother is the casue for it andi cant be there for him..hope everything will be fine and we are thinking too much. I can't be there for him got to work tonight. everything need to rush out. and he also don't want me to be there. but here i am also can't concentrate on my work.Whole day stating at the same report but not done yet. I not that productive today. sorry for that. after today I be fine!

Labels: Worried

Location: Office

Feeling: Headache, Toothache
Playing: Yes 93.3Fm

我全身上下都好痛。I in pain from top to bottom. Thank to Daddy for asking me to go pub with him last night for business stuff and ended up i had to help him drink too as he driving and not really help him drink is been force to drink by the client. no choice. sleep only for like 3 hours before going for class and now back to office. Was having toothache now so please do not talk to me as i don't feel like talking to anyone.

Got to go out to meet client again. So won't be coming back to office i think.

Labels: Hurtx

Location: My apArtment BedRoom
Feeling: Tired, cooling (nice time to sleep)
Playing: Yes 93.3Fm

Well, Nico was asking Why did Edwin called me 女儿 and why i called him as Daddy. There a story behind this. Went for my lesson the other day, and Edwin came to fetch me up as after which we are suppose to meet a client so after my lesson, Mr lim saw me getting into his car and he drove off. So the next lesson which is like over the weekend, mr lim was having a normal conversation with me and don't know how can get into the previous lesson where he saw Edwin.

Mr Lim :你爸爸刚买新车，一定不便宜吧。
I was in confusion and finally i know who he referring to
Me: 那个不是我爸爸啦。

After that day lesson, I called Edwin and told him about this and he admit that he old but where got old till i be his 女儿 and i continued calling him daddy and he got no choice but to accept this 女儿. So funny.

Got to do some work before lights off. I getting more and more lazy just to go into my blog and see who have tag. Will try to update as often as i can

Labels: DadDy

Location: My apArtment Bed Room
Feeling: Frustrated

Ah Boy had already sleep and here i am trying to keep this entry a simple one to inform all that I not able to received any of you sms send between 10 August 7pm till 12 August 12.30am. Sorry for any inconvenient cause to all. Not that I do not want to reply just that i had not idea what wrong with the service provider side. Anyway i still had not manage to get those sms send between that period of time and now i able to received your sms send but if i do not reply within 1 hour or so do call me ok?

Thanks for the kind understanding.

Will update more when i have the time. =p

Labels: Announcement

Location: My apArtment Bedroom
Feeling: Sleepy & tired
Playing: CD on laptop


Well, yesterday was National Day. HAPPY 42th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

Had a company outing on Wednesday after work. Was having class that day and planned to go and fetch aH bOy after class but who know Edwin called and say that he will pick me up and drive me to fetCh ah Boy as he be going there for some business stuff and it is a bad decision to go. (joking) Went to meet some person and talk about business stuff and i was there listening no idea what to say. It was like a 45 mintues preparation before meeting the client and i was like ok. listen and add on when i know what to say. Saw ah bOy and bring him go for the company outing. We had an outing at marina south bowling alley. Reach there around 7pm and most of them are there already and some of them is quite surprise to saw ah Boy. There someone that say i look so different from the usual me as I look sporting and i am a different person. well, it just a clothes that change my look. Can't be wearing office wear for bowling right? We had a few game and guess what, i played and i break my nail and it is quite deep. It hurt of course and what i unhappy the most is that I had to cut all my nails so that it will be even but till now i never cut it as it will hurt alot. after game went for supper and finally back home.

Yesterday actually thought of bringing ah bOy back to office and from there can watch NDP but who know i received a sms in the morning from aunt they all asking if i be home anot as they want to come over to my apartment there for a swim all this and so I agreed and decided to them coming over and they even suggest of having steamboat and I told her that i do not have anything but they say they will get all the stuff all this over and so it settled. They reach around noon and started to go to the pool area and play. 3pm or so when they came back, Edwin came over but i was not aware of it as i didn't know that my phone is ringing as it was put to silent mode. so I was quite stunned when he was at my door step. Brought me lunch or rather tea break for me. *Thanks* It is not a good thing that he show up as he told me that he needs help with his stuff all this so i tried to help him and at the same time entertaining my guests. After which, he went off not sure to where too and it was time for NDP and watch it and had steamboat at the same time. Ah Boy was enjoying himself for the past 2 days.

Today was a off day for the staff they don't have to report to work unless they had thing to do. Reason is that they had been working hard and also let them have a long weekend and some of the staff even organize their own department outing to bangkok, Hongkong, Taiwan all this. This is what i know of. Had to do some work over the weekend but this week is going to be a relax one i hope.

Think I will stop here already. Need to go do some stuff before sleep. Maybe can watch some show while ah bOy is sleeping. Enjoy people..

Labels: Gathering, Outing

Location: My apArtment living Room
Feeling: Sleepy & gastric pain
Playing: Classic music on laptop


Ah boy is sleeping in the room that why i decided to go to the living room to do my work. Should be writing a report but not in the mood to do so. Get someone to do this for me end up do wrong and send it back to me and by looking only at the first line i just reply with the word. fail. as it is not what i want. I even given sample or rather guideline on what i want from the report. so got to work on that now. too tired and having gastric problem.Was supposed to meet only 1 client today but end up Nico called and say that one of the client looking for me and asked if I going to meet him with Nico not. So no choice go with Nico and meet him. Lucky he did sign the contract if not he going to get it from me. *joking* Reach home around 7pm on Friday as Ming is bringing Ah Boy to my apartment instead of meeting him elsewhere so after the meeting with the accounts department, Edwin drove me home as he also on the way home. he looked tired after all the days of sleepless night but who know on when I was about to alight from his car, i received a call and work is needed as client want to close a deal. Knowing that Ming is reaching and i had work to do i was like going to be mad but Edwin offer to drive me to find Ah boy instead of asking ming to bring him over. so meet up with them somewhere and on the way there, I on my laptop and i was lucky that i had battery and i prepared those contract thing and send it to Nico as she is still in office and ask her to bring down the print-out to me when approaching office and I went to settle those thing while Ah Boy is in Edwin hand. After which went back home and was half- dead. did not really look after ah Boy this week. lucky, Auntie Lily is able to looked after him till i back from office. Edwin even suggest to me to keep Ah Boy by my side everyday, but i had to cope with both my studies and work how can i actually have time with him and moreover, i had to work late on weekday at time and even my weekend is gone too. hiring a maid is not as easy as i think. How much can i actually trust them with Ah Boy alone? I think 5% only. maybe can considered asking if auntie lily can looked after Ah boy for me everyday instead of on weekend basics. it is a big decision and what about ming? what will he going to say. I know that he wont agree to it as he had say that he would look after Ah Boy till I really can handle as now is his mum the one that help me to look after and is really kind of her to do this but i did pay her. Will think about this problem.

I had done my report. fast? not that i think as i was blogging and doing the report at the same time. will go to bed now and look through the report again for error. night people

Labels: Ah Boy n Me

Location: My apArtment living Room
Feeling: Sleepy & gastric pain
Playing: Classic music on laptop


Ah boy is sleeping in the room that why i decided to go to the living room to do my work. Should be writing a report but not in the mood to do so. Get someone to do this for me end up do wrong and send it back to me and by looking only at the first line i just reply with the word. fail. as it is not what i want. I even given sample or rather guideline on what i want from the report. so got to work on that now. too tired and having gastric problem.Was supposed to meet only 1 client today but end up Nico called and say that one of the client looking for me and asked if I going to meet him with Nico not. So no choice go with Nico and meet him. Lucky he did sign the contract if not he going to get it from me. *joking* Reach home around 7pm on Friday as Ming is bringing Ah Boy to my apartment instead of meeting him elsewhere so after the meeting with the accounts department, Edwin drove me home as he also on the way home. he looked tired after all the days of sleepless night but who know on when I was about to alight from his car, i received a call and work is needed as client want to close a deal. Knowing that Ming is reaching and i had work to do i was like going to be mad but Edwin offer to drive me to find Ah boy instead of asking ming to bring him over. so meet up with them somewhere and on the way there, I on my laptop and i was lucky that i had battery and i prepared those contract thing and send it to Nico as she is still in office and ask her to bring down the print-out to me when approaching office and I went to settle those thing while Ah Boy is in Edwin hand. After which went back home and was half- dead. did not really look after ah Boy this week. lucky, Auntie Lily is able to looked after him till i back from office. Edwin even suggest to me to keep Ah Boy by my side everyday, but i had to cope with both my studies and work how can i actually have time with him and moreover, i had to work late on weekday at time and even my weekend is gone too. hiring a maid is not as easy as i think. How much can i actually trust them with Ah Boy alone? I think 5% only. maybe can considered asking if auntie lily can looked after Ah boy for me everyday instead of on weekend basics. it is a big decision and what about ming? what will he going to say. I know that he wont agree to it as he had say that he would look after Ah Boy till I really can handle as now is his mum the one that help me to look after and is really kind of her to do this but i did pay her. Will think about this problem.

I had done my report. fast? not that i think as i was blogging and doing the report at the same time. will go to bed now and look through the report again for error. night people

Labels: Ah Boy

Location: My apArtment bedRoom
Feeling: Sleepy & full
Playing: YES 93.3 fm

Just reachhome not long ago from my dinner. Not really a dinner i think i would put it as business dinner. Talk about business over a dinner. =p Edwin was with me. No choice, actually is Nico supposed to go with him but early in the morning received a sms from Nico telling me that she goanna be on ML for today and maybe tomorrow too. SO that mean she not around and i go on her behalf with Edwin. Since she on ML and i can't divert my business call to her already got to answer it myself and i still go for class and my phone keep ringing and i did not pick up a few of the call not that i don't want is just too troublesome for me to walk in and out of the room and get everyone attention. So no choice make it a miss call and i did not called back too. Ring till i so fare up that i decided to skip my class and go back to office to do my work there at least all the stuff is there and who ever call i can provide them with the detail that they want. going back to office open my mail box saw an email from HR department and i was like not very happy with it till now. Reason been, my IT department only has 2 staff as 1 of them had resigned and no replacement yet so IT department is short of staff and what happen is that HR people as me to take over the duty from someone as he be going for his reservist for 3 weeks. I know i can't blame him as this is not what he want but how can i go and take over his duty and what about my own duty does that mean i don't need to do it? What about my life? with this 2 department that i going to look after i going to be more stress can't i enjoy my life?

Well..let see how..Time not going to stop for me so let carry on happily.

got to sleep already..Hope Nico is recovering and get back to work. I tired. I want to sleep. Nite people.


*my tagboard is so quiet today*

Labels: Busy busy

Location: IT department
Feeling: Frustrated, hungry

Always like that. All IT department staff went for their workshop or whatever not a single IT staff in office today so need IT help all come to me. Think i so free nothing to do is it? Now stoning at their area to reformat a desktop as it got virus and i don't feel like curing it as it might take a longer time so i just reformat. download don't know what from internet that why. I think is time for me to hold a meeting with the IT department and ask them to block some of the web so that people won't be able to download thing from internet. good idea right? reformat already need install back all the thing. All my document is in my desk how to bring over. here also so messy only manage to get a laptop only. Only can clear my mailbox now. nothing much to do.

So hungry, not even taken my lunch yet ok. reason been, too much thing to do and need to reformat the computer. Can't access to anything also come find me. now hiding at here also come find me. Everything also me me me..so tired of covering any department. I just want to get my thing done. =p

Anyway less than 1 hour all will go off and i can have peace and can go off too..Nah..don't think so. go back to my office also see the workload also abit sian..never mind..target 10pm go off :p

Labels: Just a Day

Location: Class
Feeling: Tired
Playing: Song on D drive.

After class yesterday actually i should be headed back to my parent home but instead, I headed to my apartment and get changed and after which i headed to office. Reach around 6pm or so and went to my table and saw all the document. At that point of time feel like going off but i didn't went in and started doing my stuff and saw Nico still around. Everyone seem to be busy. So stayed at my office and continue to do my work. I finished my stuff by almost 10pm and to my surprise, Annie came in and ask me to help in some of the stuff say can't balanced all this and i think all are trying to rush their closing and so no choice i help out with it and i couldn't balanced too. don't know want to write off or what. No idea. the 3 of us stayed till 1.15am or so then we managed to get out of the office. We were IM-ing and below is actually what happen from around 10pm till 1am.

*bUnny = B
*Edwin = E
*Nico = N

B: Are you done?What time going off? I going off soon
N: Not yet. Running rpt. Shld be goin off by 12am
B: Okay. Then i think i go ask Edwin what time he leaving

B: Are you done?What time going off? I going off soon
E: Bz. Then you go 1st.
B: Okay. Bye then.

Who know when i was trying to pack up, Annie came in and ask me to help out.

N: don't nid go liao. Company me.
B: !!! Ya company you to stay in office.

* add Edwin in

B: I can't go off already
E: Why?
B: Got thing to do
E: Ok. Any1 hungry
N: Me
B: Me 3
E: since Nico say i never accompany her 4 dinner, y not i accompany u 4 dinner now? U want eat wat?
B: anything
N: nth to eat already
E: gt. Fast food la
B: !!!
N: Can't. She just recovered. can't eat
B: !!!
E: Then?
B: After work then go makan?
E: k, Nico u drive out buy 4 us?
N: BUSY BOSS!!
B: never mind..go pantry find thing eat.

by 12.30am,

B: Want go off already? I gave up. Can't balanced i tired.
N: I not done too
B: I think i go home do ba.
E: 4get it. you pass back to ann to do, tat her job
B: but she cant balance
E: nvm. say is order by me
B: Ok
E: Nico, can you go off now. Send her back can? she still got class tmr morning.
N: Ok lo..then ltr den i come back do.
B: I cabbed home
N: is ok
B: Why not like that? all of us go home NOW!!!!!! The time is like 12.43am according to my desktop.
E: you all go off 1st
B: Is so dangerous to ask 2 pretty girl go off at this time
E: wait awhile ok?
N: i think only 1 pretty girl, i not
B: LOL
E: Ok..Can go now?
B: Yes..LET PACK UP..

and finally we left after all the "dee-lee-dere-lee" we left at 1.15am. Send Nico home first then me. Morning thought of not going for class but Edwin called me at 6.30am to wake me up say he coming and i was like back to the bed and at 7am or so, i heard the door bell and followed by a call and open the door is him with my breakfast. No choice got to go for class. I only sleep for like 3 hours ONLY..*thanks for the ride to class & breakfast* I see how after my appointment. If i not tired i i be back to do my work. Will sms you all see how ok?

Labels: Just a Day

Thought that last weekend can have the whole 2 days with Ah Boy but i was wrong man. Received a call from a client on Saturday at almost 10pm and ask about Park Ave Suite and I was like well and even suggested going there on sunday. At first thought of not going but no choice don't feel like rejecting so I agreed to it. Called up Nico and asked her to go along too and I can say that i do not know much about it as i just take over the project. Luckily at that point of time, Edwin is with him is not i think got to make a trip to find him or go back office to get the access card. Maybe if he not with me can ask him to go instead of us, anyway, I brought Ah Boy along too. No choice as no people looking after him cause auntie Lily got something on so no choice, I was facing him the whole weekend. Is me the one who want to bring him back and I didn't get the maid to follow me back as i forgotten that auntie Lily told me that she got something on on sunday. So at first thought is ok since I don't have anything on but who know. Haix so just bring him over and Nico helped me to look after him while i tried to explain. Luckily Ah Boy behaves himself so it was like quite ok. wonder will I be able to close this deal? Hope can. After which went walked around and actually thought of going to Caribbean after that but Ming called and say that he coming to meet me at 8pm to pick Ah boy up so no choice time is abit running out so headed back home.

Anyway, Saturday at home the whole day till around 7pm and went for a rather late dinner with Edwin at Great World there with Ah Boy of course. I was not ready yet so he came up and saw that the house is quite neat as compared to the other day. Of course ok. with auntie Lily around, everything will be fine ma. While getting ready, Edwin was looking after Ah Boy and keep asking Ah Boy to call him daddy.Oh please la..Why all of a sudden Ah Boy got so many daddy. He real father also don't know about him and here there is Edwin and ming to be his daddy. Is his fortune or what? Why must he come to this world? Don't ask me why ok?


Got to rush abit of my report before i go to have a dental appointment tomorrow. Afraid tomorrow no time to do.

Labels: Just a Day

Hey all,

I back in updating..I had already forget that i ever used to have a blog till Hwee Ling, IM me one fine day and ask thing about updating or what so ever.

Anyway, BIGGEST THANKS TO MY PA, NICO TAY!!! Thanks Nico for helping me to design this template. Must have took you a long time right? You help me do this template till no time to do weekly report is it? Don't make me feel bad ok or rather I would say that Edwin will come and nag at me at different hour of the day. Anyway you also not help me do this template till no time to do report right? Caught you alot of time blogging during office hour. By looking at your blog already can tell. :p

It has been a long time since i blog..no idea where to start. well..anyway i will try my very best to update often. Got to stop here going to make milk for ah Boy already..He wake up already

Labels: Just a Day

Sorry for not updating. FYI: I wont be updating as often anymore. :p

let me share with you people more about health...haPpy reading it...

dOnt ask anymore ok

It is a new month..this month is exam month..

I agree to a VERY VERY VERY large extent that i can't communicate with people younger than me. This is what I found out about myself..The way of mine thinking and their is too different even though is different by a few month.

I still sick till now..down with the flu..no idea hw to recover it..next week exam already and here i am not recover yet...


must work haRd le..no more slcaking already..

Its mOnday..peoPle hate monDay reson been it still along time to get to the weekend. Begining of the week is like that..the worst part of monday morning is that when you switch on your PC and looking at the email that was been send to you over the weekend and you recieve an e-mail from your boss asking telling you that if you do not hit your sales target or whatever s**t target that the company required you to hit per month, you will see a cut in pay and not 10% or what is 50% ok..that will make your day more wrost by receiving this type of mail. don't get it wrong, it not me getting that e-mail. It actually my friend and that was damm sad for him. no choice and i was helping him to hunt for job just now causing me not doing anything from the start of the day. That bad of me right. It was good that i don't have to get a pay cut when i didn't hit my target but as for this month 100% "plus chop" i can't hit my target. I only hit 1/2 of my target. That sad for me right. No choice. Was studying the whole of yesterday but i watch DVD again as usual and spent around 4 hours on that ok, but i did study ok till i fall asleep. But at least i did my revision at least i did ok..the dvd that i currently watch is tian ya xia yi. This is a sad show. It reflect on the life here and africa. You get to see the africa people and how skinny they are. The story is about doctor been a volunteer at Africa and how they trat the people the sad part is you get to see the kids and their bones and you think about the life at here you won't be able to see this type of thing here and the type of place or home they live in. quite sad and i have to take my time to watch as exam is around the corner...9 more days to go...

This 9 days i must study till the fullest because i don't want to regret..HELP ME!!!

Thanks people for all the sms and email that i received asking for my health..i fully..sort of recovered already..was ill on thUrsday morning till now i still haV ing fLu..but don't woRry i fine now..yesterday almost went drinking as someone mood was down but as i just reaCh home and my phone ring and ask me to go and drink with him..i was like...anYway, i already cheEr him up so I don't have to go out..but in the furture i not sure if things is going to happen again anot..Therefore, i think that it time i should start to promote a person in my blog to get the faster way to find a suitable canditate..

I currently looking for a female age 26 to 34..if you are younger also no problem..you must be single,outgoing, chiense( perferred), educatoion does not need to be so high, tall( if possible) and if you are looking for a boyfriend do leave me a tag with your contact detail so that i can introduce a guy to you. This guy is rich..but due to our age gap..we decide not to be together..trust me for once..he is really a perfect husband that you can have. Best still, if you think that you have almost the same character as me or your look or what that the best..

i not in the mOod to study..latEr going foR dinner at....not going to say here..therefore i think that i really got to start study now so that I won't be doing nothing for the whole day..fRom morning till now, i been watching DVD, playing games and enjoying life...i tthink i muSt stop it and start to do some revision already....

Early in the morning woke up not feeling well. had a bad flu and feeling headache. can't believe that virus is coming to my body now. I had not visited a doctor till now. There mean no MC for me but is ok. Go home take some pill can le.

Exam is in 13 days time and i felt that i not in the mood to study..can someone motivate me to study and not work so hard..When should i start to concentrate on the exam..the answer is NOW...but not in the mood...HOW.....


thinking of taking a course that mean lesser time for myself..thinking of the commitment..have to think again to make sure that i really can find the time to do so..maybe sometime next year

jUst came back frOm vivo city not long aGo..weNt to catCh a movie..DEATH NOTE..the show is a bit lame but overall quite interesting. How i wish that i aLso got the Death note.it is actually a notebook and if anyone name is written on the book that person will die..it was in Japanese not english i didn't know till the movie about to start and my friend told me that and i felt that i been con for been drag to watch a movie that i don't understand the langauge at all..but at least got subtitle so not bad i did understand ok..the plaCe is damm big and it got garden and playground according to the map in the mall and i really get lost ok..aFter my exam i think that i must find a day go there and shop till i happy..got alot of branded goods at there..i believe that it will have some lastest stuff..must work hard first so that i will treasure shooping days more after my exam..Did not really shop much as reAch there around 4.30pm and movie start at 6.10pm and last till 8.30pm. the most haPpening thing was that at around 5.45pm, i suddenly remember that i had not do my report at all but i got an idea of how to do. I need the report first thing tommorrow morning that was mainly one reason why i came to update. no mood to do the report but i die die also must finish it up if not tommorrow i die. The long weekend holiday had come to an end.
Yesterday, John came and fetch me and we went to Holland V for a drink..loNg time never go there already..chanGe alot.. suCh an interesting day. we chatted for quite a lot..too lazy and also something that we chat are not suppose to be in here therefore the best is not to let anything appear here..
I think is time for me to get a MC so that i can take ML..haVing a bad headache since last thursday after been pressuRe by R. All thanks to his kind heart of telling and teaching me the right way to do my work that make me get this headache..but i don't think i can afford to be sick at this time of the week or month or year as if i will to be sick i wont have the mood to prepared for my exam. I reaLly does not have much time left. Must really work hard...i tired already and i think i must go and do my report if not i think that i don't need to sleep tonight just to rush out those stupid report that i had on hand....good night!!

MY MOOD IS DAMM BAD NOW....

THOUGH OF BREAKFST THAT I SHOULD BE GOING BUT END UP CANCEL AGAIN...WHAT OS THIS..F***k...


I THINK THE MOVIE ON TUESDAY CAN DON'T NEED TO HOPE SO MUCH..THINK WILL ALSO BE ANOTHER EMPTY PROMISE..THAT WHAT I THINK IT WILL BE..I CAN;T STUDY AT HOME..NO TABLE NO CHAIR ONLY BED AND END UP USING THE BED AS TABLE AND FLOOR AS CHAIR..END UP BEEN SUFFERING AGAIN DUE TO THE F***ING ILLNESS..AT MOST GO HOSPITAL STAY AFEW DAY AND TO CELEBRATE MY HOLIDAY THERE ALSO N0T BAD...DON'T NEED GO WATCH MOVIE AND USE THAT MONEY GO TO HOSPITAL FOR A STAY ALSO NOT BAD..THE DOCTOR CAN USE KNIFE AND PLAY ON MY BODY...IT CAN BE FUN......,

jUst taken my lunch with ah chaI and fransic..finaLly..i keEp rejecting lunch with him for almost 3 months due to the busy work schedule and also on their area they are busy too..today finally gOt a meal with them. jUst when we weRe about to leave, cHai saw eRic and i was so surprise to see him there as i though he is working at bedok area..no idea..he never see us and we are laZy to walk to the other side of the place therefore we neVer go say 'hi' to him..it friDay today people...anY one on leave on monday?? if you takiNg off on mondaY that mean that you got 4 days of rest days..and it mean can go travel..away frOm sIngapore is a good waY to relax and enjoy yourself..away from the busy schedule..too bAd i never taKe leave on monDay..dOn't want to waste my leave keeP for exam use..eVen take le also neVer get to go out of sIngapore also in here do nothing except to study for exam..at leaSt tommorrow morning get to have breakfast with a frieNd of mine and also next tUesday will be going to a new place for movie in the late afternoon..this weEKend i going to be brain dead..need to study amd study..tonight nothiNg on..shOul i go home or go find peopLe to go out for a dinNer befOre headIng home?? no idea yet..

let taLk about yesterday..I hate my day yesterday..as R keEp asking me alot of questions. No idea why he keEp asking me and not other. I know what i am doing ok. there not a neEd for him to keEp looKing at what i suppose to do. He must me so piss off that i gOt enough of him thaT when he ask me another question i reply him that i know what to do and the moment he sat down i pack my bag and within a mintue i get out..yes i leave early as i cant stand him any more..I felt that he keEp giving me pressure. I don't need pressure at wOrk..I having my exam soon and there he is stresSing on my woRk performanace. I got no time for him. I wanted to finish my stuff earLy so that i caN go home and revise and not stay back to do those stupid stuff ok.I know i rude to walk off..but is by forced by him.

was listening to raDio and hear that curry is good for health as it can prevent cancer and don't kno what else. But eating too much cuRry is not that good as it is spicy and can hurt your stomach if you have a weak stomach..maybe once in a while as in once a week not everyday. I remeber me love ma's curry the most. ALway when I go baCk and she know she will cook for me but not now as she has to look after BB.. it will be too tired for her to cook since pa is working now. maybe this weekend can try to cook curRy chicken as now some supermarket is on sale. I mean the chicken is on sale. yesterday i went to supermarket and buy quite alot of thing..and end up I have to carRy the whole thing bac myself. very heavy ok..no people help me.that is sad. but at least i bought thing that I can eat during my RT at least not that bad..

i still waitIng for my muffin and cuRry puff to be deliver to me...but i know that wont be true...

was loOking at my email and haPpen to come across a mail and i think that it will motivate myself and those taking their school exam or even national exam.

Once upon a time there was a bunch of tiny frogs.... who arranged a running competition. The goal was to reach the top of a very high tower. A big crowd had gathered around the tower to see the race and cheer on the contestants....The race began....

Honestly:

No one in crowd really believed that the tiny frogs would reach the top of the tower.

You heard statements such as:

"Oh, WAY too difficult!!"

"They will NEVER make it to the top."

or:

"Not a chance that they will succeed. The tower is too high!"

The tiny frogs began collapsing. One by one....

Except for those, who in a fresh tempo, were climbing higher and higher....

The crowd continued to yell, "It is too difficult!!! No one will make it!"

More tiny frogs got tired and gave up....

But ONE continued higher and higher and higher.... This one wouldn't give up! At the end everyone else had given up climbing the tower. Except for the one tiny frog who, after a big effort, was the only one who reached the top! THEN all of the other tiny frogs naturally wanted to know how this one frog managed to do it?
A contestant asked the tiny frog how he had found the strength to succeed and reach the goal? It turned out....

That the winner was DEAF!!!!


The wisdom of this story is:

Never listen to other people's tendencies to be negative or pessimistic because they take your most wonderful dreams and wishes away from you -- the ones you have in your heart! Always think of the power words have. Because everything you hear and read will affect your actions! Therefore:

ALWAYS be....POSITIVE!

And above all:

Be DEAF when people tell YOU that you cannot fulfill your dreams!

Always think:

God and I can do this

Hope you get the meSsage that i want to pass out..

was quite hazy today..one hour ago PSI was at 101..as for now i not sure..dont ask me to check..too tired to do so.

intent to study for 2 houes like that but end up study only around 1.25 hour only..lost concentration..can anyone help me..exam is coming every soon...getTing nearer and nearer and i not really well prepared yet..

I don't understand why do all accountant or most do their account till very messy meaning that it is not very detail. How to trace back the transation in the future. Be more detail don't let the one recieve your statement had a hard time hunting for every detail that you had miss out. I do understand that is troublesome, but think of it in the long term it wont be as by that time if u had to trace back anything you will know how come there is that transation instead of thinking why..

I felt that i am nt been preSsure to study hard..can someone please sms or call me and scold me to ask me to study..ok la..is to remind me to study and put my work aside. I'm going to be on leave and hopefully I will make full use of it and i sure I will.

wake up in the morning actually intent to be on ML today due to haze. My nose can't take it anymore..can any kind soul please do something to the haze? To make the haze wrost, as i was walking there is a man walking in my direction was having a lighted cigarette in his hand. Feel like snatching his cigarette and ask him to stop smoking. there is enough smoke in the air therefore i think that all smoker should stop smoking now..

I felt so tired now. Think after posting this I will go to bed...by the way..i aLso did update my profile too..do feeL freE to have a loOk...

wAs bored with wOrk..feLt so tirEd..i wEnt to watch a movie despite my busy schedue..i waTched 'Rob-B-Hood'..I caN saY that JW almoSt gOt frighTend of me as i kEep beAtiNg him as it was dAmM fuNny..it is reALly a 2 houR of laughEr and relaX..the show is about jackie chan was a burglary and he rOb a riCh baBy and by loOking aftEr the baBy and whEN it was timE to give the baby and get his money he felt that he did not want the monEy but baby...and the story is something like that..catCh the movie and you get what i mean..wEdnesday wanted to buY muffin duriNg lunCh time but whEn I couldn't as their was things to do therefore i left eaRly only 30 mintues eaRLy but the sHop was clOse. It was my faUlt not aSking peOple to heLp me buy..thE muFfin is damM nice..aCtually i dO not knOw abOut the mufFin tiLl i reaD my friend's blog.

LatEr stiLl got an apPointmeNt at 7.30pm..so laTe..hopEfuLly can be eARly and let me go oFF eArly..i tirEd..

decided to update in case anyone out there keep refreshing my blog and found nothing been update..wHat did i do these feW days?? I had bEen study and wOrk..aNd was haPpy that my leave had beEn approve..total I took 2 weeks of leave..but all this is unpaid ok..my lave had been used up therefore neEd to apply unpaid leAve..but no choiCe as i had to sPend mOre time on my upcominG exam..in lesS than a month my exam will start..how?? aNy one got idea to teach me hoW to remember eVerything that i haD to know in less thaN a month..there is a need to cut down on expenses ans no more shoPping..trying my best..this two months of sales is going to be damm low..don't blame me ok..but at least I worked hard last month ok..i will try my besT to work harD for exAm..not for sales..no time..

was thinking of taking up a course and it will last for 6 months..thinking in process..will let you guys know if i did take it up ok?

was planning to have a holiday at the end of the year of course not end of the month..can't find time to study where go time to go on a holiday right?..the place had be decided. Hopefully this will be a sucessful trip..

I tired right now..therE are so many things to be done..so bored of it..so many things happEn at work over the past 2 weEks..but i had no idea what to do to help them..why must they come to the situiton when one had the urge to resign..haiz...no idea..

need to gEt back to work..3 hours more to go...

As you all know, today is the mid autumn festive which is known as 'Zhong Qiu Jie'. As usual, i will tell you some stories or legend that i found from the internet.

Mid-Autumn Festival

The Chinese celebrate the Mid-Autumn Festival or Zhong Qiu Jie on the 15th day of the eighth month in the Chinese lunar calendar. Also known as the Mooncake Festival or the Lantern Festival, it usually falls in late September or early October. The moon, a symbol of wholeness, unity and harmony in Chinese traditions, is the brightest and fullest on this day.

There are a few legends associated with this festival. The most popular legend is that of Chang E, the Moon fairy. One version of the legend describes how she saves the people from the tyrannical rule of her husband, Hou Yi. She steals his immortality pill, swallows it and flies to the moon. During this festival, the Chinese remember the courageous Chang E. There are many different versions of this legend, each having a different ending.

Another legend relates how the Han Chinese fight the Mongolian rulers by organising a revolt. They hide secret messages inside mooncakes giving the exact date and time of the attack against the Mongolians. To remember this victorious revolt against the Mongolians, eating mooncakes has become an important part of the celebrations.

During the Mid-Autumn Festival, mooncakes and other goodies are offered to deities and ancestors at the family altar. Youngsters present mooncakes to their elders as a mark of respect. On this night, many houses are illuminated with lanterns. Family members gather to view the full moon and eat mooncakes while children carry colourful lighted lanterns. This is also an auspicious day for Chinese weddings.

Legend of Wu Kang
In Chinese mythology, Wu Kang was portrayed as a woodcutter fascinated with the magic of immortality. He went to live in the mountains where he importuned an immortal to teach him. However, as a shiftless person, he was not able to hold on to any apprenticeship for a long period of time. After requesting the immortal to teach him something new every few days, the master was angered by Wu Kang’s impatience and banished him to the Moon Palace, where he has to cut down a huge cassia tree before he could return to earth. Though Wu Kang chopped day and night, the magical tree restored itself with each blow, and thus he continues to eternally chop the cassia on the moon.

Legend of Jade Rabbit
According to legend, three sages transformed themselves into pitiful old men and begged for something to eat from a fox, a monkey, and a rabbit. Both the fox and the monkey were able to give the old men some food, but the rabbit, empty-handed, offered his own flesh instead and jumped into a blazing fire to cook himself. The fairies were so touched by the rabbit’s sacrifice that they let him live in the moon, where he became the “Jade Rabbit”.

well...hope that you all know more about mid autumn festive. Was quite busy this morning that i had to rush out my report that had to be submitted today and what happen was i realise that alot more to go before i can finish the report and i have to give up on my lunch and only ate buns for lunch just to complete the report.

tonight i going to talk a stroll around somewhere..and enjoy myself before i reaLly get into my exam moOd..

i think i had to stop here..still need to do read through my report once more time in case got error and after which settle some stuff and off i go to enjoy and also because i need to piCk BB up before going home..
..meaning that i going off early..don't throw anymore work for me..anything keEp till monday than ask me do ok..no time..rushing for tim now..sorry..

sources from:

http://www.newasia-singapore.com/maf/legend.html

http://sam11.moe.gov.sg/racialharmony/PrimarySchool/articles_midautumn.html

http://members.tripod.com/~exprez/Chang-Er.htm

Had not been updating for a few days already..Well..was busy preparing for examwhich will be early November till mid November. So tired..

I change a blog skin and never except that it will remind eliZa of ‘debit,credit and rabbit’ after she mention that in the tag then I realize that as I choose this blogskin is mainly due to the rabbit and I quite like it..

this is the 10th month of the year..never expect that time flies so fast..well..every year when it reach this time, time will zoom and soon you will realize that it is a new month..

thouGht of taking up a new job and resign from my old one as someone is unhappy about my job..if i will to change a new job, i will have a cut in salary of about 50% to 75%..that alot to me..well still in progress..decision is not made yet.

Finally found the ice cream that Gary bought the other day..I love it better than B&J but maybe for this moment only or what I had no idea..it taste great ok..i think that was the first time I ever eaten a Korean brand ice cream..

These few day, I had not been eating a lot..one day only ea a proper meal..i never eat breakfast and dinner. The only proper meal that I ate was lunch. Dinner was only some light snack..no idea why I don’t really feel hungry at time.

the other night was chatting on the phones and JW told me that he compose a songs(actually is change lyrics only) for his company..and he sing for me..damm funny..and i also started my own with the help of him..so fun..but i cant put the song here as there is name..not really good..maybe..i should think of a way to post it here..

This coming Friday is moon cake festive and I had receive quite a number of moon cake festive sms.. all are quite cute and meaningful. How am I going to celebrate this festive? Got plan already..as to moon cake, I had not purchase it..any one interested to meet me up to go and purchase it do let me know..i still deciding on which brand moon cake should I buy this year..i tried a lot and all are nice of course as all are branded ones ok..not from those infamous bakery shop.

i was really not in the mood to do anything right now..too angry to do anything..HATE PEOPLE WHO KEEP BREAKING THOSE PROMISES THAT THEY MADE..I GOT ENOUGH OF IT..i also hate been monitor of what i doing. not in the mood to do anything. is there any kind soul out there to cheer me up right now.. Email me ok..i not online..as i been monitor.

Before i forget, what is life? well to what i understand, i come up with an equation

STUDY + WORK = LIFE

LIFE = STRESS

so what is stresS? can someone tell me...

i haVe to change my blogskin as there i accidently delete some code and i have n0 idea what the code are..miss my bugs buNny skins alot..hope that you guy will like this skins too..will try to complete the whole stuff such as update as soon as possible..by the way, i inculde some new thing in my profile..do check it out and don't forget to tag...

quite fRee now so decide to come in to update abit on what i did yesterday..i was having my RT and it was strEss..and i did quite ok..hoping that by puting in the counting down system in my blog it will help me to think that i do not have much time left and motivate me to study harder..must worK hard..


must get back to work now...

Monday is not my day..going to be under depress soon..got enough of all my laptop..is either lagging or got virus..such a day to waste on trying to fix the laptops..

well..was damm tired and laZy to study for exam now..time is running out for me..Who can help me??

Recently, while chating on the phone and also MSN with a few friends. All said that I'm a people with no life. Meaning that i been working too much and i did not have time for myself..yes i agree to what they said as i really felt this way too.. Who can be there to help me to overcome all the problem that i'm going to face?? No one. Been over independent is not really a good choice as you had to look after all yourself..i'm still young and people like my age all are happily enjoying their life and there no such thing as finance problem to them what about me?. People was so surprise that i worked so hard at my age and asked me why i worked so hard?.. The answer is i'm supporting myself..it been years already and i been supporting myself since i started working..which was almost 4 year ago..at such a young age i was out in the working world while others only study and they can complain and complain that study is so bored. Yes, i do agree that study is bored, but what to do. At least you need a 'O' level cert in order to get a job unless you are rich than i suggest that you can stop wasting your time and go out to be a boss of your own but please know the market well before you start a business.

Adding to my finance problem, i currently facing a hugr problem...EXAMS!!..i stopped schooling for how long??..no idea where to start..that wrost...

What can a 'paper' do?? Nothing..is true if you trust me..Why do i say so.Well, so what if you got a 'paper' and you got a weak health..i do understand the feeling of a person getting that 'paper' and got a weak health..in the end, they had to choose to live the world..It was a sad thing that i faced losing 2 person in a month. (don't worry it had happen about 4 years back) speaking of them, i should looked back upon myself as i myself was also a person with health problem. I thought of going for a operation 2 years back and almost give up in myself but i didn't as people who suffer more than me didn't give up hope so why couldn't i be more strong than them?..the word operation is still in my mind..no idea how wrost my health is right now as i had stopped going for treatment for a year as i felt that it was a waste of money. Even if i went for the operation, do i still have to suffer? no idea yet..What the rate of me getting out of the operation theatre alive??..10 years back it was like 35% to 50%..what about now??..i don't wish to know..for what i know is that even you got that 'paper' are you going for that path in your live? most people didn't go for that path and change the path and ended up wasting more time in their life.

I going to be overstress soon!!!

I think i shall stop now and continue to study...i do not have much time left..3 papers in nov is really stress..but the good thing is that i can clear it before i reach 2007..but 2007 i still got 1 last exam to go..exam date is not out yet..but i hope to clear all my papers as soon as possible..not point dragging and gragging..

weLL was aBout to faLl asleep soOn That why i here to blog..so tireD..even though gOT thing to do buT i reaLly veRy tired to do so..earlY in the morning weNt to WL there to 'la kopi' for more than a hour lo..if i not wrong almost 3 hours..so long..i also don't know what sHe talking just entertain hEr by saying yes..i know i bad but no choice..wHo ask her to asK to me go over to hEr taBle there to teLl me things. sHe though i nothing to do..but please lo..got lo..feEl like going to ngEe aNn afteR work to see moOncaKe..but i aLso don't know what time i can go ofF and also my leg is pain..HELP....that the moSt saD thing...i goiNg to faLl aslEep soon.....

got to get back to work already...

wAs quite lazY toupdate blog these few days..as promise in my last entries that i will upload some photo..here it is..if you have been reading my entries you will know what the heart is all about..

gOt TODAY from home

cUt out all the paper

this is the heart..

toTal 24 heaRts..

feEl damm saD..i rejected a deal..the deal is not realLy a big deal but beTter than nothiNg..who ask tHem to say want to mEet me in 3 hours and i couldn't make it there..what a waSte..

had no idea why i haTe those agents that introduce jobs very very much..waste of company money. As if we weRe to ask them to get a candiate for us, the amount that we had to pay them is alot and the candiate get back only at a low rate. The company won't know and though that the candiate earn alot till they ask. to my surpriSe, i was quite upsad when i know that a friend of mine went back to the old company that she used to work for and she DID NOT approach the agent but the company and the company thrOw her to the agent. The compaNy want to cut down on cost still give money to the agent. but that friend didn't mind but i felt that the agent will be verY vERy happy as got money fot nothing..

I though of opening a caFe in 5 years down the road..but don't worrY i WILL NOT EVER APPROACH ANY AGENTS no maTter how big or small the cafe is as I DON'T WISH TO THROW MONEY TO THEM AND MY STAFF ARE PAID BELOW AVERAGE...i won't be runniNg the shop on weEkdays as i be worKing..yes..that right..i will still be having my full-time job and run a cafe..hopefully i be able to handle that.. the things that i be seLLing and how my caFe will look like i will go anD think about that in for the time being..to be a boss at a yoUng age is noT easY but i knowN of someone who become a boSs at a age of 20 and now had a shop and also a factory (if i not wrong) and going to have a pub soon..he was only 24 this year..to my friEnd who wish to seT up an ageNcy, can you kindly throe in your money to my cafe instead of there..i will draw up a mini proposal for you if you want..despite of my busy schedule..

it been a wEek since i blog..welL actually got some photo to upload here but was abit lazy to do so..was tired and i had not beEn resting for weEks..no idea i worKed non-stop for how many days..but i don't think i can win maRy,khai Ling they all..was quite busy these few days but things are geTting betTer..sudDenly got a though of eating sushi now..no idea why..i didn't get to eat for the whole day till now..weNt to purChase breakfASt for a friend but as i do not want to eat macdonald therefore i neVer eat and as for lunch too..but now i having my diNner..i cook some noDdle at hime..no choice..no idea who to ask to go diNner with me..if anyone who loOking for a company to have meal with dodrop me a message at my tagboard and i will get back to you!!

haiz..at this hour of the day i stilL in offiCe..so streSs..nEed to rush my work...so lonely too...anyone can buy me dinnEr and send oVer..i know the answer is no..i hungry..beTter get down to work liao...so can go home early...

reAlted stoRies

so tired...actualLy doN't feEL like cOming to woRK on a moNday..vERy tired to be a 7-11 ok..SO bored now..don't fEel like doing my woRK..but no choice GOt to do...don't know wheRe to go for lunCh laTer..hungRy...oveR the weeKend didn't reAlly eat muCH..busy that why...poOr me..

some iNteresting thing haPpen laSt friday at wOrkbecause of a stOol..C aSk J where the stOol that she lent her. J returned her a stOol that was nOt her..i felt funny cause all the stool is the same and hOw can she know which is her..aNd to my surprise she say her got print on it and we suspect is that..which we say shpuld be her but we also not verY sure..who ask her to buy her oWn stool..

NeED to gEt baCK to wOrk already..still goT alot of thing to be cleaR...

I JUST HATE PEOPLE TO GIVE ME EMPTY PROMISES


IF YOU THINK YOU BELONG TO THIS GROUP I'M SORRY BUT TO SAY YOU ARE NOT MY FRIENDS....

NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE..MY FRIENDS FOR YEARS, MY SISTERS OR BROTHERS OR EVEN MY BOYFRIEND OR HUSBAND...

YOU ARE NOT FIT TO BE MY FRIENDS!!!

Was ovER tired yesterday that i diDn't update my blog..as mention in the last entries abOut the my speEch to my teachers..in my schOol life there aRe only a few teachER that i think i wouLd remember for life...they are Mrs Malzan, Mr nG BC, Mr Lim SC, Ms aNg HL, Ms Neo SE and MrS F. Teo ..these 5 teaChers..

Mrs MalzaN is mt primaRy 4 maTH teaCher and the way that shE teaCh her studeNt is differENt from otheR teaChers..she is a cariNg perSon who will hElp stuDENt who is weAK in maThas in extra leSson anD when exam is comIng, everyone had to go fOr the extra clAsses..sHe the one whO give me intrest in math..

Mr Ng is my primaRy 5 & 6 chinEse and form teaCHer..fROm his recoRds aT thE time that i finish my prImary scHoOl life, he told us thaT no one under him has fail chineSe befoRe all paSs..he was indeEd a great teaCHer who aLso knoW how to see fortune. He is alSo rich anD remembEr him teLling us thaT ifwe eVen gEt into NUS or NTU muSt go baCk and finD him as he wiLl give us S$500( not sure if it is S$500 or wat..so long already) each..iF i nOt wrOng, he haD retired as a teAcher..

Mr liM is a math teaCher whO teaCh me iN my seCOndaRy 1 aNd remember me nOt alWay listEniNg in class But i still know whAt he trYing to teaCh..what he teaCh i felt that is a wAste of my time as aLl is like bEen tauGht in primaRy scHool and that how i alwAy bEen toP in clAss for maTh..aS stated in my rePort bOok for the entire yeaR math as in teSt or exam, i scoREd 88%..maintain at the same rate..sadly he leAve tHe scHOol aFter mhy liFe in sEcondary 1 aNd weNt to otHer schoOl to teAch..

Ms aNg is my sEcoNdary 3 and 4 maTHs (express) teaCher..when i firSt in hEr clASs she had only about half a yeaR of experience in teaching and remember me going to he claSs for the first time bEen so extra as i had to change claSs during maTh leSson and i felt damm weird and the clAss is veRy smaLl. she was the first teaCHer who fail me in my maTh teSt..thAt was ny first clasS teSt aNd fail but the reSt of the clAss also fail and we got a re-teSt..but i juSt pAss for the re-teSt..the sEcOnd class teSt is also the unforgetten as i was top iN clAss and i was vERy surprisE by that as bEen in the norMal streAm i never expect me to paSs with such a gOod grade in the eXPress streaM and this made me believe and not to quit my exprEss math class with her and she had bEen a caRing teAcher to us..teAch for half of the time and the other half she wiLl be walking around and hElping those in neEds while the rest do the woRK. i like this method of teAching as it woN't waste the rEst of the studenT time buT at the eNd of secondary 4 i had to take 'N' and 'O' leVel math and it wAs strEss but she was the one whO ask me to concentrated on 'N' level after which i gOt 2 weeks for my 'O' level..it was verY streSs ok..

Ms neO is oNLy my math teacher during sEcondary 5 bUt is my class sEc 4 math too but i was not undeR her..only during the 'N' period thEn i weNt to her for revision paPer aS i haD no idea of whaT the 'N' leVel math is aLl about and over all i got an 'A' for math ok..all studied by myself..sEcondary 5 i didn.t reaLly listen to her clAss in the first 2 month as i was waiting for my result as to retake or not..but i gOt a B which alot teaCher including her to ask me to retake to gEt a beTter grade therefore i retake it but ended up with the same result but my schoOl exam i got an 'A' even without studying and 'O' i did study and even felt that 2005 math is more easy than 2004 but what goes wroNG..still wonderiNG...

Mrs teO taUght me chemistry for 1 and a alf yeAr siNce secondaRy 4 and what i liked mosT is her teaChing to her student one by one or in a smaLl group as she tent to be more caring aNd know what is eaCh perSOn problem..rembeRing that during the study breaK, she tauGht a small group who went to scHool for revision evEry single topic again and that makeme more interested in chemistry moRe than physics which I like..


i got 4 cuts on my right hand..so stupid of me been so kiNd anD go help other and in the eNd gEt cuTs on my hand..it hurt if it got in touch with waTer..this whole wEek was so busy for me..everydaY OT..so streSS...

looKing forwArd to a bEtter wEek...

wiShing aLl teAchers a haPpy teAchers' daY!!


i'm veRy tired now..hope that i cAn finish wOrk on the dot laTer..i dOn't waNt any laSt mintue wORk..i had nOt bEEn going home eaRly..vERy tired eVerydaY OT like Mad...

i heRe to blog not to cOmpLain but fOr a reAson..i beliEve that you aLL did reAD TODAY..hOpe that you can do yOur paRt by folding the 'heArts' and drop it in the poSt box as sinGtel will donate $1 for every heart that you fold and drop in the posT box beFore 4th September...money will be donate to 5 organization. For more detail grab a copy of TODAY/8-days/i-weekly..i doing my pArt..hOpe you alsO...


i going to sleEp..if i free later...i will update more on my thanks you speeCh to my teaChers..i also nEed time to think too right...let me go sleep first..if not i be laTe for work again...as usual..


goOd night...(by the time you read should be gOod morning...unlEss that Jian Wei is online and kEep reFreshing my URL at this time of the day to cheCk if i did update my blog...)

as i mention that i going to saY about the steamboat..what hapPen was tHat i was transfering photo to computer was that i saw the photo that was takEn at marina south and i remember that i foRget to tell you people one thing which s the story behind watermelon..i saw the table beside me got watermelon and i wanted to eat too aNd my frieNd went to huNt for it but who know after 1 rOund he found nothing..and saw it near our table..that where it was kept..we are so blur..wrost coMe to wrost he had to wash the plate(not cause we don't have money is the plate is dirty that why)..i taste good mainly due to us beEn thirsty even with drinks..below is Only part of the watermelon that we had..

watermelon

afTEr result

after the dinner we weNt to walk around and saw the winNe the poOh eating of the watermelOn..let mi remember of how we ate the watermelon.. the pooH beAr

waS quite busy this few days..got a whole stack of things to be clear and my mailbox is brUsting soOn..no time to clear was busy with my stuff..if i will to snap a picture of all the things that i had to clear..you will be surprisde at how much worK i got to do..that why i mention it in the last few entries tHat i going to be veRy busy this few wEeks..no time to online aNd chat with friends..but at leasT i stiLl goT the heaRt to blog at this hours of the day when oTher are sleEping..i eVen pUt my woRk aside anD wEnt for diNner with tErry..it bEen like monThs since i eVer had meal with him..laTer go baCk office nEed to finish up what i had not finisHed but is wrOth it as he toLd me alot of stoRy that hapPen arOund..he bouGht a new phoNe laSt wEek from bOon..when he told me he stiLl got contact with him i was so surpriSe as i very long neVer see bOon already..kind of miSs him..but he told me that he becomre more handsome already..is it true?.. i not sure about it..i think at least got a yeAr neVer see him already..veRy long right..jaCky still the same only that he change his working plaCe but at the same company and as fOr ah yong he wEnt to schoOl and further studies..good for him..sia fEi, he not so sUre aBout him..and last but not least is xiAo ming..he goT maRried abOuT june or jUly like that anD he going be a dAd sOon..gong xi gonG xi..i wAs the last to know aboUt this and was surprise bUt whEn tErry mention that he goiNg be a Dad anD i kNow whaT wrong already..thing haPpen too quiCKly alreAdy..but his wiFe and hiM had knoWn each other veRy long alreadY but not suRe how long had they stead but i don't think is long..leSs than 2 yeArs if i not wrOng...hope that he won't regret wHAt he had dOne..i only caN wiSh him all the best and hope thing will be vERy smooth for him..he also chaNge job alREady..fEel like aSKing wherE he woRKing noW..so many thing hAd haPpen to them..had swensen foR dinNer and i toOk a long timE to choOse my ice cream..

which want nice??

does this loOk nice...

is this bEtter??

so in the end....i choose...

this is what i had...

after that..we wEnt hoMe as it was late..it tOok us arouNd 2 hours to have our meal...now is about time for me to slEEP..

i gOt enouGh of steAMboat...i had steamboat on fridaY and saturDay...that was damm niCe..fridat weNt to maRina soUth there...aFter our diNner we decided to waLk baCk to the Mrt station instead of taking the bus..and gueSs hOw long it tOok..more thAn an hour..we waLked the wroNg way..gOt shoRt cut don't walk, walk loNg cut..saturday weNt to eat tian tian huo guo at bugIs there with bernaRd, autiNe & cinDy...we kEpt taLking abOut caRol..fiNally know more abOut her..must think of a way to heLp her..but she never teLl us the proBlem how to heLp but we guess also think is due to that problem..thinking in proCess...weNt there around 11pm..eat till almost 12.30am..afTer which of course wENt home and slEep if not go whEre...

taLking abouT relationship, just found out that a friend of miNe had break up witH his boyfriend..they had been together for quite sometime..felT sad for ...them.neVer except things will go wrong..no idea who is in the wrOng too..that not my prOblem as they neVer approAch me fOr heLp..i got more problem to solve..whERe goT time to caRe for others who doN't comE ask me..so many things to do..i think about relationships or even guys...wha i haTe mosT abOut them is breAk promise..they give peoPle the hope buT end up things neVer get doNe..kOr tOld me the problem that he had..weLl..aLso relationship things..sAy one of the so call pen-pal wAnts to be his girlfrieNd (which both of us think not suitable foR him as the character all this) and wants to go to his house to visit his parents..this is a way for her to know about is family bacKground and mist important is for her to know his habits...since shE say it..but of course neVer bring her home...as they can't be together..going to a person house can get to know a person more weLl as you will kNown what type of character they had...


i neEd a massage....heRe and there aching...it aboUt time for me to sleep as i gOt not enough slEep thesE few days...i'm a 7-11...niGht!!...

doNe with my paPer and here i am to update abOut what hapPen..arriVe early but was not allow in yet and was told it will start 2.30pm instead of the time stated so i went to revise and snap picture again of me..before and after of the exam..quite easy la..but not sure of the grade..haha..all will depend on the examier already...

estimated arOund 3 hours more to my exam...was hungry now..i never eat breaKfast again but i goiNg to eat soOn...wilL update laTer if i frEe aboUt the exam...

time now is 8.45pm..in around another 17.5 hr i be having exam and my feeling now is nervous....ya, that caused me to have stomach pain just now but now was bettEr...that right..no idea how i felt this way but that my feeling..was doing multi task..eating dinner and blogging..well..i also felt tired..but i going to study..really..no matTer what i not going to slEep till i done with my revision..will be on leave tommorrow but i caN't enjoy tiLl i done with my exam right..ya...




>>couldn't paste my countdown code here..no idea why..don't want to waste time already...back to study now...wish me luck... :)<<<

a sUnday morniNg waS great having time on mY own..but cuRrenylt feLt hungry aNd tired..feeL like slEeping but i doN't want to wASte a beatuifUl day in my drEamlaNd..aS mention, i wAs not abLe to be on leaVe for a wEek therefOre i weNt to woRk on friday and tO my surPrise, i sAw Lisa on the traiN..she tOld me that she goiNG to resign sOon as her boSs does not treat her weLl..she wAs not able to leave on the dot as she had to pick her child up from the chiLdcaRe..the woRK scope alsO not goOd as she onLy get buSy aFter 4pm which is nEar knoCking off time..she toLd me thaT aloT of things that hapPen in S**** and alot peoPle resign including micheLle and siEw pheNg sooN..SP is excepted as the other time heAr don't know who told me that she will resign and now it become trUe..thinGs changes so fast..in leSs tan 6 months alot of peoPle resign aNd if i will to go back, i thiNk aloT of peoPle i aLso don't knoW wHo they aRe...was lOoking at an aRticle aBout bREafaSt..i shaLL shaRe it hEre with evEryone..

importanCe of bReakfaSt

Breakfast is themost importance meal of the day. However, it is often neglected, underrated or even skipped due to the busy schedules of many Singaporeans.

Breafast should be healthy and balanced with nourishment that helps to kick start your day. Eating breakfast is just like breaking your fast as your body had not had any intake of food for at least 6-8hours since the pervious night.

The secert of staying healthy is to start including breaKfast in your diet.

Do you know??

• Skipping breakfast will NOT make you lose weight. Not eating your morning meal will tigger your hormones to make you consume more food in your next meal!!
• By skipping your morning meal, your body will experience low blood sugar level which will lead to hunger pangs,nausea and headache.
• You will increase your vulnerability to illness like diabetes and heart problem.
• Breakfast is the essenital energy booster ehich ensures you stay focus and alert through the day.

weLl..i now knew the importance of breakfast but the problem is that i don't have the time/habit to eat in the morning..i tthink is time to get someone to remind me everyday to eat breAkfast..maybe don't eat diNner than morning i be damm hungry and i will not skip breakfast..maybe not eat too much so that i still can eat luNch...must think..

~3 more days...~

thiRd entrieS for the daY...was going to sleEp soon but i caN't as i was haviNg gastRic paiN..so pain..bEen haviNg this pain for hours alreaDy..no cUre even afTer eating..anyWay though i could be on leave at leASt till neXt WednedaY but i couldn't as i got thing to clEar so no choiCe no leaVe for me..by the way to my my reaDer..sad news..i might not be going to update my blog so often as this two months i will be verY busy with wOrk...goiNg slEep soOn..goOd nigHt...

i woke up 2 hours aGo by phoNes calls..and here i am feELing so bored and so decided to come in here to blog..weLl..ard midnitght i say that i was plaYin g game with JY and in the eNd i stiLl lost to her..afTer rounds of beEn loSt i gave up and go and read blogs..so bored..reaLly..but it was a day for me slacking around..i think i stilL as usuaL can't gEt used to stoNing arouNd at home..i on leaVe as my braIn not going towork on thuRsday..no la..actualLy is to stay home and prepared for a majOr exam neXt wednesday that why..but now alSo no moOd..pHone kEep ringing asking me this and thAt..i think from morninG till now at leaSt gOt more thaN 10 calLs already..feEl like goiNg baCk to woRk laTer but thiNking of it wiLl destory my thursDAy..i sudDenly gOt the feEling of maKing suShi..but no idea if i gOt the time to make it not..dePend..exam coming and i Not that prepaRed yet..heLp..who going to hELp me to ovErcome it..

is midnite anD here i am blogGing..that jie yiNg la..ask me play game..but actually is i lost to her that why i want to win her..anyway, since i on leave on thursday and fRiday (should be) i shaLl not slEep earLy..why waste a nice night...so to anyone who waNts to call me do that in the late morniNg..give me a goOd reSt..i shall go and plaY game..

wEnt to have diNner with haN at wEst mall and to my surprise i saw saY bOon as he should be haVing his claSs at that time but he say he didn't go..he was with a friend..is a guy..that meAn he stiLl singLe if i nOt wrOng...wHen i was on my wAy to meEt han, i was listening to my MP4 and i decided not to listen to those song that i had beEn listening to for the past few wEek and i switch to the recording item there and found FJSBes repertoire so i just listen and i sudDenly miss band not forgeting my baSs clarinet so much..therefoRE i decided to put the video that i snatch from you-tube and put it here..performance at VCH on 14 June 2006.....so let enjoy it..

conducted by Mr tOh

CINEMA PARADISO



TOTORO FANTASY



TOTORO_during rehearsal



TONG HUA



DISCO PARTY



conducted by jOey..

UNDER THE DOUBLE EAGLE



FIRST SUITE IN E FLAT

weLl todaY was having a bad day..things did not goes as smooth as it was supposed to go..morninG woke up anD tooK breaFast..weNt to a company and found out their job scope was damm streSs..thAt make me refleCt upon myself..the life in S***A was muCh beTter than the one that i wEnt to..the sad paRt was that i gOt gastric pain alMost the whoLe day might be my stomach's clocK did not gEt use to me eaTing breAfast so eaRly and had lunch during noon and not havinG my dinNer as i wAs not hunGry..still gOt thing that upSad me but i don't think i waNna wriTe here..

The weEkend was daMm busy foR me as usUal and i onLy ate 1 meal on saturDay and 2 meaLs on sUnday..peOple might though thAt i wAs on dieT but actuaLly is tOo busy to eat..anywaY i did manage to weNt shopPing in the laSt hour befOre all shop closes and bouGht some clothes..by the way, i didn't get to see the firewOrk on fridaY..thaT is a waste...neveR mind..i caN wait tiLl enDof the yeAr...

is geTting laTe..i think i shaLl stop here and continue to waTch my DVD drama..it aBout to end..afTer which will be in beD counTing sheep...gooD night every onE!!

juSt post this entries just to wish Han a HaPpy birThday...



HaPpy BirthdaY to You
haPpy biRthday tO yoU
hapPy birThdaY to haN
HaPpY biRtHday to YOU!!!


I goT to gEt baCk to wOrk now...

wAs havinG my so called diNner and typing while typing this entries..i stiLl got so many things that i haD nOt done..thAt whaT i deserved..why i say so waS mainly because i didN't manage to do all my rePort that was due and weNt for a holiDay..4 more rePorts to do..i finaLly get oUt of siNgapOre yesterday..everythinG wAs ok excePt that whEN i reaChed the maLaysia cusTom there i saW a flood..yes with peopLe not water..the Q was veRy loNg..waited tiLl almOst 30 mintuEs before i gOt a staMp at my paSsporT..wEnt to cheCk the time slot for a movie and waTch 'The BreakOut" hear that it was not screEn in sinGapore yet..but i though it was already screEn..well..anywAy is waS a sAd enDing..unlike lake houSe which is a hAppy ending..the price is very cheap only RM$6 which is around S$2.70..cheap right..it was because over there is not pubLic holiday that wAy is cheaP..wondEr when can i go in and watch again? anyone want to tag aloNG?? i lefT at arounf 5pm everything was quite smooth but i waited for an expRess bus at Singapore cusTom took me 30 mintues..i waited for hree bus befOre i can get into the bus..weLl didn't manage to watch the parade but i get to watCh the fireWork ok..overall..i think it should be ok..ya before i forget i didn't went to watch the fireworK on tuesday..maybe tomorrow will be going and watch...i think it time to stop here...i stiLl got to rush out my reports..sad...

over the weEkend i weNt to have diNner at suNtec city wiTh jiAn Wei and it was nice after which went to watch firEworK and i manage to vieDo all but wont be put it hERe as i was too lazy to convert it..it was quiTe a nice one but i hoping to see a nicer one tonight as the theme is SINGAPORE..but no idea if i going tonight abit tired now and also can't find any peopLe to go with me..after the firewoRk we weNt for bEn and jeRry as it was veRy crowded if we weRe to go home..aftEr that we board the train back and that was a wrong decision to stand there as i kept hear someone coughing and who know at around Dover that guy which is in his 40s or 50s puke in the train and the reaction from people arouNd him was to spilt and it was damm fuNny to see how peoPle react..and after which the guy was like ok and awhile later he did it again..we alSo go to the next caBiN..and i was like thinking if he was sick and didn't take a cab the reason is cause of the increAse in fee..and i can't imagine that He can still continue to stand there till boOn lay as jiaN wei aliGht that time the guy is stiLl there..can't believe so many thing happEn...juSt now was haVing some problem with my computer..no idEa what was wroNg with the keyboard that whatever i preSs it apPear another leTters..but till now still quite ok..hopefully nothing going to happEn..loOking forward to the end of the day as it will going be a day to enjoy from the moment been knock off tiLl thursday morning..

hEy all...it's friDAy...4 more daY to nationaL days...whicH meAn a holiDAy fOr me...feeL like travelling out to somewheRe where i caN relax and eNjOy my daY but the problem is this is the laSt time the parade will be held in naTional stadiUm as they going to close for renovation..but they not going to increAse the size of the stadiu ,or what juSt a minor thing..but that took about 3 to 4 yeArs..not that suRe..thesad paRt is that i didn't gEt any tiCkets..that reaLly sad right?..and i wanted to waTch the parade..stiLl thinking should i geT out of the countRy or to stAy heRe in the country to celebrate the birthDAy...

wAs chattiNg in mSn with jiAn Wei just now and whaT haPpen was that whEn i lOok at his display picture is like so cUte..can't believe..maKe me laugH..amd hetold me that alot peoPle comment on that picture and I decided to show my reADer his pictuRe here..hoPe he don't mind sinCe i aSk him to seNd me his phoTo and he didn't ask whAt i waNts it for..

for this question is to find the value of x and not where is x

this is not expand..it meAn to work out the solution in math lanuague irt mean expand.

iF i'm the teAcher and received this type of work..that student is going to get it from me...a long way to go befOre i can be a teaCHer....

noTice changes in my blog??...welL i had just put in a new songs..which i like..the lyrics can be found in the hime page...


wOnder if i caN leaVe eaRLy laTer as i nEed to go and piCk up my bB beFOre going baCk..no choiCe..must leave eaRLy which meAn that i gOt to faSter finish up my things..was cleaRIng my mail and saw some interesting thing but right now i do noT have the time to put it up for you guys to see..will try to updAte tomorrow if can..i think is time for me to get back to work...

well...wEnt to watch the lake house on MonDay despite me beEn tired and haVing that bacKache...well..that was a normaL plot to me...

yEsterDay though of going off during lunch time as i was too tireD anD back was stiLl aching but upOn seeing my wOrkloAd..i think that i can't leave therefore i continue on but i left about an hour earlier to go to CPF to seTtle somethiNg..finaLly get the chaNce to go there..afTer which weNt baCk homE for diNner as mum caLled me to go baCk eat..weLl so no choice go home instead of eaTing out..and stoning alone..hOme got peoPle won't be lonely lo..

toDay was the same just that i thougH i be laTe as bUt end up i on the dot..i not latE ok..i neVer taKe cab too...just now was busY looking fOr a right canDiate but damm diffcuilt...seriously...can't find anyone up to my standard..sure will reject if i give those type of peoPle..he damm fuSsy abOut it no choice..who asK me waNt to acCept that ofFer..no choiCe..for my haPpiness and his..so fusSy..really.but i this time seriously goiNg to help him despite that i got my own things to do...

was chating with a friend who had problem while worKing..he told me that 2 of his colleague had resign one on mOnday and the other on tuesday..so i asKed so today will it be his turN??..just joking only..we will comparinG about the worKload and fOund oUt one thing in common..what ever things that we do, we aRe beEn awarded with anything bUt anything do wrOng...all the @#&*% will come out la...

2 moRe daYs to wEekends...sian...

it hAd beEn a lon time since i wOke up at 5,.30am..that was whAt i did todaY...

waS haVing a vERy vEry backacHe now...no idEa whY i so busy witH my woRK that maKe me have no life..

wHat doeS life mean to me? weLl...wOrk...studY fOr exaM...no time for shOppiNg and movie or evEn go have cOfFee...reaLLy busy ovEr the weEkends that i hurt my back..wAs pain tiLl nOw...

AuguSt is here soon..in anOther 12 mor hours or so...so let enjoy the resT of july now...

i choOse to go out wiTh a friEnd as he was the first to aSk me out so i thiNk it will bE unfaiR not to go out wiTh him as i doN't waNt to breAk proMises to anyoNe as i haTe pEople to breaK promises too..wAs online aNd felicia tOld me a bad nEws sHe just did badly fOr mid-yeAr and i waS surprise to hear that out if the 5Na peopLe onLy one peRson paSs E.maTh..my time, we neVer reaLly got 1 paSses in mAth...we eVen goT peoPle scoring A or B..i feLt that we weEre the one to did weLl and suDdenly the perceNtage drop it will be bad foR the sChool and the studeNt as they did badly..reaLly surpriSe by that..maybe because the maTh teacher is nOt that gOod as our Ms nEo who taUght us and was thEre for us whEn we nEed heLP..i alsO forgeT who is theiR maTh teacher..or is it thAt the paPer was too tough for them? but i felt thAt sch paPer is alway the easy oNe as fOR my caSe no study score daMm high lo but when it cOme to 'O' i study but end up gEt a graDe whiCh breAK my heARt..maTh is jusT a subjeCt that you neEd to understand anD to practisE as much as you caN..no idea whaT to saY..eaRly in the morniNg gOt this type of neWs for me..so sAd..weLl..i thiNk i shouLd try to heLp her if she neEd my hElp..as i don't wiSh to see hEr suFfer likE me..

I confuse now…no idea what to do now..don’t know how come all people want to meet me on a Friday..daD called me home for dinner and 2 of my friends asked me out for dinner…what should I do…really no idea…think harder and see where I should go…so fan when people ask me out on the same day…all the place all I want to go but I know I can only choose one place how??? And as for now…I going to sLeep…nOt much time left….

wAs so siCk and tired..caNt staNd peoPle beiNg so inmatuRe..ovEr heard a conversation frOm a pOly student if i nOt wRong..

Boy:"i think that peoPle like us shoiLd enjOy our poly liFe instead of wOrking"
Girl:" ya."
Boy:"we shouLd study now as we caN worK for all wecan whEN we are oLd."
Girl:"ya....."

What i want to poin out is that i think thaT theY are tOo fortunate to sTay at hoMe..as i thiNk they shouLd go to wOrk to gain experIence aNd earn some poCKet money fOr themselves as they aRe old enOugh to wOrk and eaRn a living for theMselves.in the Older days..peoPle staRt to woRK at a young age and neVer get a gooD life. i fELt that whEn youNg you shOuld staRt to wOrk so that bUt the time when you sTep into the wOrking life, yoU wiLl know whaT tyPe of job is suitable for you and you gOt experience aNd peoPle might hiRe you aS you wOrk beFore and also yOu gOt the 'papEr'...youR paRents will nOt be suPporting you and iF you start to suPort yourself nOw..trust me, you wilL be a sucessFul perSon and be independeNt..i goT frieNds who claim thAt theiR parents aRe veRy what as the moNey thAt they give them is noT enouGh is like muSt save all if nOt can't go shoPping all this..haNdphone bilLs also parENt pay..eveYthing parEnt pay they pay what..their own leisUre but money fRom paRent too..thEy stiLl have the mind thaT "gOt parent can already dOn't neEd to worK so haRd they will give me thE money" bUt your parEnt neeDs to pay thE housIng loans..biLls..all tHis..and it might not be enough to feEd you..stiLl can complain to me that they are brOke are their allowance is low whaT abOut me..when was the laSt time i gOt my allowanCe frOm my parEnts??...i can't even remember...it was so loNg since i ever gOt monEy frOm them..

feLt so depreSs these few days due to my woRk not been appreciated and was beEn say that i had nOt beEn doing my wOrk..while other also not doing but was nOt beEn say except for me..whaT is this..unfair or bias?..i had no idea..peOple can be nice but actually behinD you say bAd things not doing your work..when yOu do your work they neVer say that you dO a gOod job but when they see you IM or plaYing game when you should be doiNg your work that where they were saY that you neVer do yOur worK..the other do other thing also never say..so today my nick i put "DON'T IM ME TODAY..26.07.06..I WANT TO DO MY WORK..IF NOT PEOPLE MIGHT THINK I NOT UP TO STANDARD..thaNk.." so that people won't disturb me and i won't get caught..should i write a leTter and submit it or should i ignore it aNd just be caReful not beEn caugHt???...

weNt back for dinNer last night and it was a loNg lonG time since i eVer use the plates at home..had 1.5 plates of rice and drink the soup..total i think 1 big bowl..it was niCe of course..

was reaDing my e-mails and haPpen to saw what life is all about...well refer to the piCture below...

nice??

strawbErry...yummy..

>>>i bettEr stop here anD gEt back to wORk beFore anything hapPen...<<<

waS listeninG to the newS this moRninG and heAR that thEre might be an increase in tRain and bUs aGain this OctobEr..mOst likely is 1 to 2 cEnts..bUt i feLt that eVen thOugh is only a Cents it actually means aLot..reaLly..taXi already increase fare and now traIns and bUs..thaT goanna be expensive..I nEed an incRease in pay if nOt...i thinK mosT of my sAlarY will be gOiNg into aLl my bills...traNsport...cOurse fee...fOod...and i don't kNow how mucH i wiLl leFt with...hOpe there is no increaSe in the fare....the resUlt will be out neXt tuEsday....

I thiNk i shOuld chaNge my job to be a cOnsultaNt...as i bEen cOnsulting my friends On his job..well..i thiNk aFter taLking abOut his caReer paTh with him..he stiLl think he want to cOntinue with his lines but of different comPany..evEn thogUgh he say that he job is boRing but whAt make him stiLl continues with a jOb that to him is bOring aNd might noT bring him anywHere...thAt his life...nOt mine...the otHer one who i consUlt is my sOtong mei as she beEn buLly in sChool due to some peoplE but after aLl the case aBout to closE..the lasT one was my kOr who nEed my heLp saying thaT he waNted to find a girLfriEnd..and i wiLl be helpiNg him to hunt for the beSt...

i feLt of tryIng new thiNg such as bOwling anD i was to arrAnge a time and plaCe..aNyone interEsted to come anD join?? moSt likly it wiLl be on a fRidaY night...place can't be confirm tiLl futher detaiL on who is going...if yOu want to join me..do drop me a mails,sms, call or eVEn tag at my tagboaRd and i will get back to you!!

tOday is 21st juLy...raCial haRmony daY...wHat is it aLl about...well below are sOme research that i haD doNe thiS morning..toOk the time to do it insteAd of the ususaL thing that i was supPose to do..

The 1964 Race Riots were a series of riots that took place in Singapore during two separate periods in July and September between Chinese and Malays groups. The first incident occurred on 21 July during a Malay procession that marked Prophet Muhammad's birthday. In total, the violence killed 36 people and injured another 556. About 3,000 people were arrested. The riots are also known as the Prophet Muhammad Birthday Riots, 1964 Racial Riots, and 1964 Sino-Malay Riots. At that time, Singapore was a state in the Federation of Malaysia.
July riots

On 21 July, 1964, about 25,000 Malays gathered at Padang, Singapore to celebrate the Prophet Muhammad's birthday. After the speeches, the procession went on to Geylang. Along the way, a group that was dispersed was asked to rejoin the procession by a policeman. Instead of obeying the orders, the group attacked the policeman. This incident led to a race riot after the group of Malays attacked Chinese passers-by and spectators. The riots were reported to have started at about 5:00 p.m. between Kallang and Geylang Serai. A curfew was declared at 9.30 p.m. to restore orders, but in the first day of riot, 4 people were killed and 178 injured.After the curfew was lifted at 6 a.m. the next morning, the conflict grew even more tense, and another curfew was imposed - only lifted for short periods for people to buy food. The curfew was completely lifted on 2 August, 11 days after the start of the riots. After the riots, goodwill committees were set up made up of community leaders from the various racial groups. The main job of these leaders was to help restore harmony and peace between the Malays and the Chinese by addressing the concerns of the residents. About 23 people lost their lives and 450 people were injured during the July riots. There was significant damage to property and vehicles. About 2,500 people were arrested, including 600 secret society members and 256 people arrested for possession of dangerous weapons. The rest were arrested for violating the curfew.

Causes

Different reasons have been cited for causing the riots. Malaysia Deputy Prime Minister Tun Abdul Razak blamed Indonesian and Communist provocateurs.On the other hand, Singapore Prime Minister Lee Kuan Yew and several other foreign observers attributed the riots as the result of agitation by Syed Jaffar Albar and other elements of the ultra-nationalist faction in UMNO. According to the Australian Deputy High Commissoner, W.B. Pritchett:"...there can be no doubt that UMNO was solely responsible for the riots. Its members ran the communal campaign or allowed it to happen."
The riots occurred during the period when the PAP-UMNO relations were severely strained after the People's Action Party challenged the UMNO in Malaysia federal election in March 1964 with the campaign slogan of Malaysian Malaysia.In addition, the involvement of Chinese secret societies in the riots also increased the level of violence.

acTually i gOt a picture of the rioTs but i had no idea how cOme i could.t upload it...weLl..actually if i nOt wrOng i think that thEre a stoRy abOut a maLay girL but i cOuldn't fiNd anything about thaT no time to fiNd cause neEd to do my worK and also no ideA where to seaRch..bUt if anyone kNow if that is reLated to it do drOp me a meSsage anD leT me know mOre..thaNks in advance!

yeSterdaY was shOpping aNd i haPpen to waLk paSs a guyand he waS smiling aT me and i wAS like thinkIng i know him but i don't remember i met him anyWhere beFore..sO what haPpen was tHat i ignoRe him and waLk off and i notice that he was folLowiNg me and i feLt that he wAs abit out of minD..he kePt looKing at me and loOk elsewhere..so i fAster waLk off aNd gEt out oF that sHoppiNg maLl...

weNt to wAtch a ice hOckery match aFter diNner but didn't reaLly stay lOng...waS tirEd aNd end up go lOok for neW bedshEet for my bEd..it was timE fOr me to buy a new bedsheEt as it was a lOng time siNce i bought one..laTer shouLd be goIng shoPping and hUnt fOr sOme clothEs eVen my warDrode has nO space but i sick anD tirEd of the wearing the saMe clothes eVery weEk.......

it friday...let's enjOy...

haVe not bEen updaTing since wEdnesDay..was actuaLly too laZy and bUsy to dO so...was tRying to finisH up all my thing befOre the wEekenD aRrive..was suPer tirEd haVe not had a reSt in the Past few weEks..waS like too bUsy witH my wOrk...finaLly finALly readIng my teXtbOok but not reALly memorised evErything yet...will tRy my beSt to dO so beFore my eXam of cOurse..

thursDay anD friDay waS laTe..haD nO idea wHy the bUs aRrive daMm late anD cause maNy peOple frOm the neXt bus sTop to board tHe bus..feLt sAd fOr them..reAlly had enouGh of pubLic traNsport..nO idEa whaT to do...

tOwaRds the eNd of my tHursdaY, i saW someOne that spoil mY daY..feLt so stuPid to see those peOple that i haTe and betrayed me once...thOugh thaT she niCe but acTually is nOt..acT as though shE knOw alot of thing but alOt of thingS she dOn't know..

Friday aFter knocK off when tO maRina sOuth to celEbrate kOr birThday..wAs on the trAin and wAs reADing my textbOok along the thE way anD when my pHone raNg i reAd my sms and rePly and to my surPrise, i saw a malaY gUy, around the aGe of 15 in his cca t-shirt which is st jOhn,sitting oppOsite me tOok a pictuRe of me.hOw i know right..weLl becaUse i saw the ligHt on the caMera there..he was using a pansOnic phone..can't remember the moDels..aNd i alSo saw the reflection On the windOw it waS liKe me..nO ideA how many shOt he tOok anD i waS too angry thAt i aLso tOok a picTure of him..whO aSk him to aNy hoW taKe my picTure...i gO teLl mei aNd hAn and bOth of them rePly thaT i too preTty..i was like..pleasE la...i tHink firSt time waitEd fOr kOr..cause alway he wiLl be eaRlier thaN me...wHen to haVe oUr stEamboat aNd waS jOking aLl thE waY..taLk aLot of tHings thaT maKe aLl oF us laUgh liKe mad...aFter wHich wHen fOr bOwling aNd wEnt hOme..nOt all peOple wEnt foR bOwling..we tOok the laSt trAin baCk aNd kOr tOok the sAme trAin as me but he shOuld aligHt aNd change train buT he didn't aNd i wAs surPrise witH him and he saY he waNts to sEnd me hOme i thought he wAs jOking wiTh me but whO know he reaLly seNd me hOme...i was sO toucH by him..thaNks kOr..he wAs just wOrried aBout me eVen though i knOw that he was tiRed as always by thAt time he will faLl asleEp...

as usuaL saTurdaY was a bUsy day fOr me..so tired..bUt i ate alot of those "ren sHeng" raw logan, raw " ji zhi"(or what they called that..not very sure) all this mix with waTer anD drink for both daY..thanKs auntie for taking care of aLl of us..eVeryonE haS to drinK a cup as sHe say we wOrk so haRd..anD my sOre waS beTter but now...bAck to square one might be due to the fOod that i ate..i think i can't eat aNymore thiNg that is baD for my throaT...

fRom today oNwaRd caB feE will increase..no longer $2.40 but $2.50..why? i reAd frOm a website(http://www.smrt.com.sg/news.html#)tHat say why..i will shaRe it here..
1) increase the income of the driver
2) earn more money at a shorter time..

What is tHis....increase because want the driver to earn more money what about us who take cab often..dOes increase in taXi fees meaN more cab arOund ...i don't think so as when the increase in the bus anD mRt fares i don't seem thAt there is moRe bus or trAin..will it be the same to caB??..dOn't understand why pay more fOr the benefit of the drivers..When i caN't even gEt a caB anD neEd to waIt for quitE a loNfg time befOre i saw a cab aNd i can even reJect by the drivErs because he say he not on the way..wHat does thiS meaN?? wHy do we have to pay morE whEn we on caLl the cab..shouldn't we pay less because this will help the driver to saVe the money on fUel and those that is hired on the roadsiDe shOuld pay mOre as the driverS waste more Fuel and will neEd to charge more..am i right tO saE so??

..dOes that mean i alsO have to get a rise in my pay sinCe i going to pay so muCh to pay the uncLe to drive me? what type of reason is this.. i felt thAt is a unreASonaBLe excused ok..wAs on the NEL the otHer day and the dOor was aBout tO close and thEre is a staff ask peopLe to fastEr to go in and one auntiE was beEn hurt by the door..but notHing haPpen..if anyThing haPpen whO gOing to be resPonsibLe..the staff or the compaNy..i wOnder whY thERe is no sensOr at the dOor therE..we pay alot foR our traNsport fee..and serVice is not up to Standard..thAt wHAt i persOnally feLt ok...

rOnnEy...

pEter crOunch...the taLl guy..

aNother angLe...

Front view..

haha..wOrLd cUp had endEd abOut 5 hOurs agO...whIle waitinG for bUs and traiN i feLts thaT therE is nOt muCh peOple..maYbe due to wOrld cup aNd the RainY day tHat maKe peoPle dOn't want tO waKe up..tHere miGht be aLot of peoPle on leAve ba..aNyway..waS bEtting witH two of my fRiends..i actuaLly bet on itaLy..on a meAl agaIn..aFter which...arOund 11pm, i too borED not reaLly..though of wHat if itaLy loSt tHan i will be...sO i callEd up a frIend asK what teAm he think wiLl win...he bet on itaLy so i say ok than i bet on fRaNce...i nOt sO stuPid to watch the wHole match..i wOke up at 4.00am to watCh the laSt part..i don't knOw hOw come whEn eNded i though is frAnce win..must be too blUr alreaDy..my leFt haNd hurt..must be yesteRdaY thAt fat gUy faUlt..hOpe not to seE you aGain...dOn't eVer come to me...too pain to type anymOre...sOrry...willl trY to upDate more...

was oN phOne wiTh kOr agaiN...aNd aLl the wHile on the phOne waS like i keEp laughinG non-sTop...canT stAnd him aNymOre..in the day waS sms him aNd was like caNt staNd the wAy he reply me..i feLt hAppy fOr his decision aS i kNow whaT he inteNt to do..hE was sHaRing with me whAt he wAnted to gO all this..nO idEa wheRe is my sOtong mei..sMs heR no rEply...sHould beEn daMm siCk..wOnder how is she nOw...thiS wEek is comIng to aN end aNd in a feW houRs time, it will be time to knock off aNd wEekend will be hEre...mUst enJoy...mOnday wOnder whiCh company aNd who will be on leAve as in the morning at 2am, it wiLl be the wOrld cUp final..don't knoW if igOing to waTch not.....

waS so fRee yesterDay thAt i wEnt to reAd my fRiends blog instead of doiNG my daiLy routine...Nothing much to comment on thier entRies or blog skins..all quite ok.. wAs on the phone witH kOr the otHer day aNd i aSked wHat birthdaY prEsent hE wanTs aS i reAlly haD no idEA whaT to gEt foR him he tOld me to be preSent cAn le don'T nEed to bUy anY thiNgs aS he nOt in a neEd of aNythinG. tHe fOllowinG day he caLled anD told me tHat he knEw what i cAN but so he aSk me to guEss anD it sTArt with 'C' anD i wAs thinking of whaT thIng stArt with 'C' so i say thoSe that i caN think of..but alL arE wROng and he saY he give me tome to guess..as he wANna caLl da sAo but i ask some questioN as in wHere can be buy, hOw mucH all this, hOw many leTter, in chieNse got how many wOrds...wHen he repLy that it can coSt less than $10 aNd caN be bought eveRywhere, it is a one word and contain 6 leTter.. i was like thinKin whaT that is anD i gaVe him the answer which is cOndOm..and i wAs like giving him a rubbiSh answer but to my surprise he say i'm right...i couldn't believe it..i thoUght he was jokiNg and he told me aNd the stOry behinD it..nOt gOing to say it heRe noR am i gOing to say it to aNyone..

waS damm tirEd and goT enOugh of sMs that distUrb me duRing time thaT i'm busy..bUt i rEAlly tired to wOrk for extra hourS this week..was sicK already due to ovErwork..must pity me abit ok...stOp bombing my mails too..my inbox was almoSt reaCh 1)0% full this morning whEn i oPen it..aNd tOok sometiMe to cleAr and rePly some mails..bUt it is still alot morE to be done...

lOoking forwArd to this wEekend as i might be haVing fUn...

weLl was still a sIck rAbbit tiLl now..bUt was beTter than sUnday..saw a lot of mails in my inbox today..only a day neVer checK my mail and it was like..well..haN contribute 3 mails within 1 mintues to me..but he send me quite alot of mails..but the size is not big..had problem tryIng to read ah chAi emails due to his brOken eNglish..had beEn drinking honEy water anD now i waS running out of it as i almost finisH the bOtle of it..muSt make more....despite beEn siCk, i still continue to wAtch my dRama..taKe too much drug and maKe me moRe sick..like no use want..if yOU had beEn reAding my paSt entrieS, you will remember thaT i mention one of my fRiend's bOss who want to implement PENALTY if the staff MSN..and he told me that yesterday one of them was ask to go to the boSs's rOom due to IM too much and now they cant surf net anymoRe..so sad...can't stand this kind of boss...stupid...

waS down with the sOre throAt since satUrday but i don't reAlly care..yesTerday morninG was doWn with feVer and cough aNd my eveRytime illNess...flu and baCkache..waited tiLl night then weNt to visit a doctor...was angry abOut the visit as i went to the one nearby and the so called nurse told me that the doctor that i waNted to visit is at the other branch and she say over there is open so i weNt over but it was close..no choiCe i gO back to the one nearby..no choiCe..whEn i enter i give that girl a veRy aNgry look...who aSk heR let me rUn here anD there..my tUrn to go in,the doctor ask wHat wrOng say finish then do the cheCking aLl the stuff anD aSk me to go and wait for ny pill and i request to check the blood peSsure..anD he say is noRmal..so haPpy to heAr that as i though i that my blood peSsure is low agaiN..after whicH weNt oUt and wait for m turn aNd whEN she teLl me wHat each pill is for i aSk what abOut the bodyaChes and she say doctor neveR wriTe aNd ask i want that? i saY yes..aNd she got no choice help me to get..aFter which wEnt to da Bao my meals for the day which is fisH soup with rice but cant eat much..so eat abit then i weNt to take all the drugs..and fall asLeep wHile chatting on the phone the other paRties still feLt so awake but no me...luckily dUe to the drugs that make me faLl asLeEP if not i will havE a haRd time sleEping..i sleEp all the waY till morning. toDay me on ML..that mean that next monday can't on leave also mean that i can't watCh WC finals unless i sleep during the day..


tiLl now i think i have used up almost half box of tissue to maKe 'wanton' too laZy to take picture to show you how much i used..no choiCe..now i fEeling beTter..i founD out that there is alot of peopLe fall ill these few days..no choice..must taKe caRe of yourself..and gEt wEll sOon peoplE..

enGlang lost...so saD...if that aI fei zHu nv kanA the rEd caRd then maYbe got chanCe to win..so sAd...

Was in cAb yesTerday to bugIs the taxi drivEr drOve the wrOng route and toOk me a long tiMe to reaCh there...wait fOr caB i waSted 45 mintuEs and the drivEr toOk wrOng way..total don't know waste how many mintues le..wHen i aSk him to drove me back to bukit tiMah aRea and use the uPp bt timaH rd he was like sPeeDing and i sMs a friend and aSk him to watch the new and see if there is anY caB accident if gOt then gOt 50% will involved in me and i will be watChing worLd cUp in hospiAl instead of our usUal plaCe and he rePly asking me to touCh woOd but befoRE i could rePly teLling him that there no wOod in the cab, he caLled and asK whEre am i..am i gOing to gET out of the cab not but at that time i waS making my payment and the uncle give disCount because he tOok the wrOng route and to my surprise i saw that i tOok 1 hour in the cab...that gOne my time..

my schedulE was aGain bEen coCk uP..bUt lucKily i was aBle to solve it aNd noThing haPpen..i too cleveR ma..what to do..jusT jokiNg..

laTer is braZiL vs fRance...hopE brAzil caN win...since eNgland loSt le..daMm saD...

wOw...that was so tireD to key iN hundreDs of contact on a document...tOok me a loNG time and wAs still keYing in now...was sO tired of keYing in all thoSe daTa...


I wAs fEeling beTter afteR taLking with frIends and i reaLly had tO seprate worK and perSonal thing anD not mix them together..I beEn dOwn for the past two days..and my perfOrmance is not uP to standaRd..sOrry for that anD i know i had not bEen doing my wOrk wEll and made mistake even though i do that...


sO maNy peOple is not in singapore...so bored..acTually i also shoUld be out of countrY at this time...bUt due to that i can't put dowN my wOrk and is month end and beganing of a new month therefore i decided not to leave singapore...try to plan for a holiday sometime next month or so...


actuaLly was suspose to meet kOr to go clubbing but because i had to gO and have dinNer with someone that gone my plan of going clubbinG...it bEen a long time since i evEr went to a pub to drink with kOr or even friends. The last time i drink was at K box but only a small cuP only..maYbe somewheRe in augUst the i orgraNize a clubbing sessIon with them...provided that i got free time...

This weekeNd was goaNna be tryiNg hard to finisH up my repoRt..had staRted worKing on it but stiLl a long way to Go...

it waS mOnth eNd and sad to say was that i didn't touch much on my textbooK...no idea how to go and sit for the exam...will try my bEst to study...hopefully can finish the whole book by next month..sales might drop next month..but that the last thing that i want it to happen...muSt wOrk harD next month...

i haD no idEa whAt wrOng wiTh me..gO to the wrOng rOom, keEp tying the wroNg thing but i realize it before i committed a mistaKe..was like a big sotOng..bigGer than anyone of my sOtong friEnds..was sO nOt in the moOd todo anythIng that i had to cOmplete yesterday..wEll..same thing fOr today..was alsO not reaLly in thoSe wOrk moOd..thinKing of takinG leave and gEt out of heRe for a feW days but things keEp addiNg in for me to do..sleEp at arOund 8pm aNd woke up only in thE moRning arouNf 7am...well that wAs about 11 hours of sleEp..quiTe loNg neVer get a goOd reSt..bUt i do waKe up by caLls as haNdphone do rings and Sms too..but i cant be botherEd to reply or picK up any caLl becaUse i tOo tired to aNswer theM..toDAy is onLy thurSday 1 more day to go beFore weEkend is heRe..but weEkend are not greAt fOr me..mainly due to moRe worK to bedone...neEd to finish up a rePort and had to start thinking on how to do it..the rePort neEd to be out before monday...haha...not mUch time left tO dO it..tomorRow is mOnth end..my saLEs not updateD yet..haha..i think i did hiT my target if i nOt wrOng..all this are knOwn as haRd worK...juLy i gOanna worK harDer if i caN as i spenD alot this month..arOund 1.3k or more..that alot...bUt i gOanna worK haRd so it shOuld not be a prOblem..i guess..


i feEl that i nEed to reNt anOther rOom to pUt my stuFf in theRe as i wAnts to purcHase more cloThes bUt my waRdrode haD no mOre spacE for it..and my rOom doeS not have anymoRe spaCe...i nEed moRe clotHes as i keEp weAring the saMe shirt almoSt evErywEek aNd i gOt siCk and tiRed of it..cant imagine hoW peoPle survie weAring the saMe clothes everyDay...


i hAd daMm mucH of emails to be cleaRed...gOt enough of it...reaLly..coming to 300++ of unread mails...

what eVer ovEr is oVer..nO point regRet ovEr whaT you haD dOne..i reALly goT enougH..haTe this kiNd of feEling. iT noT eaSy to forgEt the past and nOw you asK me to forgEt aboUt it and stArt aLl ovEr agAin..oNce a peRsOn is attAch it doEs noT meaN thaT yOu caNt breaK them as loNg as they have nOt ROM..gOing out with guys does not mean that the girl is attach..aSk to be giVEn a chance when i wAs asKed to be giveN did i gET it..no..i dO not thinK so..onE leG stEp on twO boat..soOner or later tHe boat will saNk in the rivEr or sEa..yoU did it oNce and yOu caN do it agAin...onLy stupid..bridbrain people will thiNk nothing haPpen..when i wAs abOut to be a sucEss person aNd yOu realize that i gOod..weLl..evERything is tOo lAte..there is a sOng frOm MLTR that i think it suit what i wAnna say "... you're the one who set it up, now you're the one to make it stop. i'm the one who feeling lost right now. Now you want me to forget, every little thing you said. But there is something left in my head.....That why you go away, i know. you were never satisfied, no matter how hard i try. Now you wanna say goodbye to me......There isn't so much to say between us..." this is the lyrics fOr 'that Why'..
i gOing to be maD and depreSs agaIn...pleaSe give me aiR to breaThe and let me cOol dOwn..i gOanNa be a kai xiN guo..i reALly got no mOod to do anyThing noW..pleAse leaVe me aloNe anD fOrgive me frieNds if i eVer beEn rudE to you or do wrOng thing..i am a sOtonG..dOn't foRget thAt..


i thouGht of wHat some teLe cOmpany is gOod at...S****** is gOod at waSting paPer and tiMe..S****** is good at aNyhow seLl phOne( aS in the priCe)..as fOr M* is gOod at aNyhow charge peoPle..thiS is my thouGht only...


wHen i wAs onLine yesterdaY..sAw one of my frieNd MSN nick (Sorry if I didn't reply coz my boss implement PENALTY if I MSN, stupid!) and i was like "huh..what the hell" neVer excepted there is stiLl such bosS like him nowaday...it waS first thinG in the morning and he received such a maiL from his boSs..and he forward me the mail that was beeN seNd by his bosS..

Dear all,

Please remember the followings:

-All staff should reach office by 9am.
-Lunch time is 1 hour.
-Do not play games or MSN during office hour.
-Do not play or listen to music during office hour.

Anyone who fail to abide the above will be given 2 warning. After that there will be a penalty of $10.

We should try to put our time into more constructive use

He gOt sucH a gOod bOss that teaCh them how to saVe monEy by nOt gOing online all this..but i thiNK the boss shoulD be daMm broke as he know that the staff use MSN all this and he waNt to catch them to get sOmeincomefor himseLf to make himself rich..imagine 1day $10 and 1 weEk wilL be $50 one month will bE $200..wow..that was grEat..extra $200 income..iF i will to stAy in thOse compaNy..i raTher geT a neW job anD reSign than to wOrk for him..a boSs should alwaY set gOod exampLe fOr his staff..but i doN't his boss did a goOd job in thaT..just to bad for him..just wOrk hard lo...


iS abOut moNth eNd sOon..if i nOt wROng i sPent almOSt a k thiS monTH..caN't beLieve thaT i speNt so muCh this monTh..neEd to sPend less aNd contRol myseLf...

weLl..waTch the match till arOund 1aM..eNgland wOn that meaN i won..a baked riCe..total gOt people own me 2 baked riCe. todaY is monDay and it mondaY blUe and i weAring a blue top as i was so daMm tired..this weEk so many peopLe goaNna be out of the cOuntry..feLt haPpy for them but jusT too baD that i couldn't join them..about to finish watching another draMa soon..i want to buy a new handphoNe soOn..hope can geT it by enD of the month...

weLl was waTching worLd cuP now anD bloggiNg at the same time..no goalS yet evEn after 32 mintues unlike yesterday geRmany scores within 5 mintues...but hope eNglanD win..i neVer bet money but bet a meAl..that all..it goanna be moNday soOn in arOund 27 mintues more...monday will be damM tired as i have no ideA if i goiNg to be on the dot reach..wOnt be sleePing so eaRLy due to wOrld cup..i think alot people goiNg to be on leaVe on 10 juLy becaUse that was the day for the final...as for me...i think i also want to taKe leaVe to watCh if not wiLl be late..somemoRe is monDay...sO many new laws now..friday weNt to merLion parK to visit merlioN but to my surPrise i only manage to sEe baby meRlion as moTher merliOn was haVing her "bath" and toOk a pictUre with baBy merLion befOre proCeed to clarKe quaY for a drInk but nevEr go to pub aS my frieNd do nOt drinK alcholic drink so we weNt to tCc and i orDer a drink which is cOffee and it contain bananna and quite nice..love it..afteR which weNt home...going to watch the match..will update more in the next entries...

fRiday is hEre agaiN..it time to relax again..weLl was watChing hOng kOng drama agaiN...so funNy the draMa aNd it was nice..

befOre i forget i wanna wiSh the shou xin po aNd shou xIn gonG happy biRthday firSt..weLl..actually todaY is sHeryl 's birthday and tommorrow is jiaN wEi de..acTually want to asK heR out but she was busy...finaLly got people more busy than me...

to the rest must enjoy your weekenD and charge your battery for next weEk...

weLl was havin baCkaches these few day..i must finD a day to go and have massage..and must be a haRd one as it will make me fEels good..i am fuLly packeD till next wEek all due to all my clients who i goiNG to meEt next wEek and had beEn bombing my handPhone..it beSt not to answer calls aS once you answer, you will be moRe busy..but what to do if i not goiNg to arrRange an appointment with them i had no idEa whEn can i maKe appoinTment with them as they aRe also busy..they hAd to travel oUt of the countRy for holidays or fOr businEss trIps..kOr calLed me and ask me out on his birthday..that was abOut 3 weEks time..he goaNna treat KFC..that was what i though of eaTing yesterday but i didn't ate it for my meals..tomorrow will be class gaThering with ms nEo..not sUre if i goinG anoT..as i have no idea gO there for a meal or catch a movie..wll see if i feel like going anot...well..i reaLly had no idea why peopLe like to cheCk on my life..let me say it one aNd for the laSt time...MY LIFE HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH ANYONE OF YOU ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO I NOT CLOSE TOO AND STOP BEEN A BUSYBODY!!! I FINE!!! LEAVE ME ALONE PEOPLE....

fOr the past few days was siCk..friDay weNt to bougth thing and the stafF gave me discount because he say i mei..prEtty also can gEt discount..frOm fridAy till sUnday at leaSt goT one peoplE say i cute gOt a nice sMile..wrOst come to wrost..so many peOple ask me to be an air stewardess...thAt meaN i will gEt to fly aRound the worLd..that wouLd be greAt and i caN haVe a stable income too..wEnt for lunCH with jaCkie yesterday and bOth of us aTe baked riCe..i ate the curRy de..it was tOo spicy..

wHat i did on thuRsday waS a day for myself and i just slack at hOme waTching drama aNd to my surPrise i broke reCord i waTch 10 episodicS of hOng kOng drama anD that make me to complete the whOle show...niCe show..

juSt finish waTching the 19 WC match which is eNglaNd vS Trinidad & Tobago..after stariNg at the scReen for 81 mintueS...finalLy a goaL..by eNgland...and the next goal is at 91 mintues...alSo by eNgland..and that make eNglanD the winner of the 19 match..during the match alot of thing happEn..peoplE keEp miss the goal pole and during the 27 mintues that was too lame...really...doing such thing in a public place where million or even billion of people watching him doing it...

eSperAnza 2 had cOme to aN end...aftEr all the practiCes thaT i went to aNd wOrk haRd with FJSBees..it was worTh aftEr all..weLl...i had no idea what to say..first of all muSt thank narZa fOr asKing me baCk for practice so tHat i able to perfOrm, Mr tOh for guiding me and the reSt whO had heLp me in one wAy or anoTher...i knOw that sOme peoplE arE jusT noT haPpy with me..but whAt tO dO..thEy waNt to saY what i lEt thEm say..it theIr mouth after All..thEy must chaNge theiR attitude..waS trYing to cleAr my mails and it was an increAse of arOund 70++ and i clear 40++ but total gOt moRe than 200 mails to be cleaR...was reAding one of my ex-colleague mails and she toLd me she hAd resign alreadly aNd worK till eNd of the month...that waS a gOod move..as shE had bEen woRking like heLl and no awards giveN..got..scoLding..theRefoRe i think she make a good move..tiLl now i had watch 5 match of WC...ll be watching agaiN lateR..if notHing gone wrOng..hAd no idEa wheRe will i be goiNg laTer on..but aS for nOw i know i goinG to have a gOod rest and i can wake Up in the afteRnoon...

it wOrld cUp seasOn now...i was watcHing the Trinidad & Tobago vS Sweden maTch now and typyIng this entries..so faR no goAls yeet..as for yesterday 1st match, geRmany vs Costa Rica i waS betRing with mY frieNds on how manY gOals gerMany can scOres but we bet only mEal..i thought of 5 goaLs while he say is 3 goaLs but none of us woN as it was 4-2 with germany the winNer...jusT finish watChing the 3rd matCh, eNgland Vs Paraguay aNd the scores is 1-0 with enGland thE winNer...weLl as for the match now..haD no ideA who will win as there is still no goAls yet and i don't reaLly like boTh the teAms..waS loOkinG at the schedule of the wOrld cUp and fOund out thAt i couldn't waTch braziL match with aNy teaM as those maTches aRe on wEekday..



>>i did Put up a puZzle at the hOme page but is not dOne weLl as the size does not matcH my border..buT i will leaVe it as it is and wIll trY my beSt to see wHat i caN do..fOr the time beEn jusT beAr witH it..<<

weLl..weNt to visit doctor agaiN..finAlly after daYs of bEen siCk...hoPe to recoVer soOn..toDay is frIday and it mean the start of WC...30 teAms, 64 matChes....last fOr 1 fUll month...i wanNa waTch it..i knOw of a plaCe wheRe they gOt show it..noT goiNg tO teLl you guys at wheRe if nOt it wiLl br more flooded with peoPle..bUt no idEa who will waNt to accompany me go and waTch..i gOt a gOod news..i manaGed to cleAr arouNd 50++ emaiLs..eveN though it keEp adDing on to it...but at leaSt i did maKe the effoRt to clEar my mails..i cAn go and collEct my phOtos..they aRe ready but i do not have the time to go and coLlect..can't waiT to see how i loOk like..wiLl it bE niCe....will trY my beSt to go and coLlecT it by next wEek.....